It hurts. It rips your heart out. Blows your mind. Wrecks your nerve. Makes you believe that there's nothing left. You tell yourself, time heals everything. But the heart which has been crushed and chopped into several uneven pieces knows that time is just a sugarcoated myth. An excuse. And this time, like every time, time will fail. Then one day, even after countless eternities, when you will linger your fingers upon that ironically mended heart of yours, you will still find scars, rough and ugly, enough to reminisce and relive that pain.
Again.

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I started
Walking backwards,
To the cemetery,
Where you were
Buried.
I dug up,
To find
Your bones,
But it didn't
Resemble you,
So I put them back,
Walked away.
But my shoes are
Covered in mud.

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I'm not really sure about the
exact words you spoke,
I only remember the grim
fragments of my memories.
I think my memories are playing
a dirty game,
They only allow me to reminisce the past,
In haze of hatred
Or haze of unrequited love.
I'm sure your latter one
made me to write these words.

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And When the rain starts dropping it reminisce me of you and it mutely divulge your name into my ears.
When I spend time with you, you just hold my atmosphere.
Whenever I close my eyes I always found you near, every moment you gear up my love for you dear.
Do you know?
Our love would be immortal and your heart and mine together would​ be a sheer.
I'll make you believe that I will not let your eyes fall into tears.
I will love you incessantly till I expire, just be with me till the eternity and seal our love perpetually without any fear..❤🔃💕

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....

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Just because I want to move on
That doesn't mean I don't reminisce
Over our conversations.
I do, I reminds me of good times
It's like opening your favourite chapter
Smiling for a while, then closing it
Just to come back to actuality of moving on.

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I and drink
became the best companion.
Dark room with
bluesy music;
Its silence
my reminisce
made our date
more palatable.
Its one kiss
intoxicated me,
supplied me
a cozy sleep.

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•When I collide with thoughts•
//Caption

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I heard that song on the radio. And I'm reminded of how we used to drive together. I miss you Girl...

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ಮಳೆಗಾಲದ ನಿರೀಕ್ಷೆಯಲ್ಲಿ

ಇಷ್ಟು ದಿನ
ನನ್ನ ಎಣಿಕೆಗಳೆಲ್ಲಾ
ಅವಳ ಹೇಳಿಕೆಯ ದಾರಕೆ
ಪೋಣಿಸಿದಂತಿದ್ದವು.

ಈಗ
ದಾರಿತಪ್ಪಿದಕ್ಕೆ
ದಾಖಲೆಗಳಿವೆ
ದುಃಖದ ಕಡತದೊಳಗೆ.

ಜಾಜಿಮಲ್ಲಿಗೆ ಮುಡಿಯಬೇಕಿದ್ದವಳ
ಹೃದಯ
ಜೂಜುಗಾರನ ಜೇಬಿನಂತೆ
ಒಮ್ಮೆ ತುಂಬಿ
ಮತ್ತೋಮ್ಮೆ ಬರಿದಾಗಿದೆ.

ಬಿಟ್ಟುಹೋದ
ದೂರದ ನೆಂಟನ ಕೊಡೆ
ಮಳೆಗಾಲಕ್ಕೆ ನೆನಪಾದಂತೆ
ಅವಳಿಗೆ ನಾ ನೆನಪಾಗಬಹುದೆಂಬ
ನಿರೀಕ್ಷೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ಮಳೆಗಾಲಕ್ಕಾಗಿ
ಕಾಯುತ್ತಿರುವೆ.

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