And then my world started collapsing, I was watching every leaves burning in flames, the ashes were dispersing and the dust was floating right through my eyes.
I never found myself helpless to this extent, it was like my veins were paralysed and my blood turned cold. My shoulders were in affliction like someone have put blades on them. I was barely breathing air instead inhaling smoke of regrets. I was in agony and yet the same time I was numb. I couldn’t figure where I was directing myself to. Until…..

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Yaad aata hai tere maathe ko chumna, ab sehte hai bas mere rooh ka bikharna,

Hasrat hai mujhe ab bas teri, yaad aata hai mujhe tera sawarna.

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Seh rahe hai sab, aansu ruke na ab, keh rahe na kuch kisise par jaane mera rab,

Jante ho tum ki andar ke zakhmo ka na koi hota ilaaj, janke bhi de gaye, toh meri jaan hi lelo tum ab.

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Tujhse seekha tha jeeneka tarika toh kyu chal pade khudko tabah karne ab hum,

Khudse seekha jab marneka salika tab jaake jaana ki khudko sukoon pocha rahe ab hum.

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Humne manga na kuch, tumko apna manke the khush, ab jaake jaana ki khush hona hi hai chook.

Badan hai sunn, raato ko nhi sukoon, raate kahu bhi kise jab din mai kahi roshnhi hai ghoom.

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Sab duaein tasalsul bani tamanna-e-khaam, fir bhi har raat lete hai tera hi naam.

Hai na hosh lekin kabhi piya na humne jaam, kya hoga anjam, khudko takleef dena bhi toh hai haraam.

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Thhe hum kareeb fir bhi tum thhe na sath,
Khalish hai beshumar, ab khudpe raha na ikhtiyar.

Wakt ki baate hai chhod jaate hai sabhi, naam ke liye hai zinda jabki khudki dabi hai laash

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Kaise cheenu mai zindagi se sukoon ab,
Jeena cheena tune mujhse zinda kaise rahu ab.
Dil kaape yaad kar ke wo baate dikhe tu jab,
Kar raha mai intezar ke aram karuga mai kabr mei kab.

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Tu duur zaroor par kareeb hai mujhmai tera noor,
Tere hona ka ghuroor hua chur, ab akela baitha hu mai majboor.
Diye thode ghum pehle maine, warna tha dono ka hi qusoor
Liye kahi ghum tujhse, fir bhi tu duao mai shamil hai zaroor.

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Kaisi ye kashmakash kam karu dard leke kush pe kush,
Ab khud pe raha na bas, dhua hui zindagi ab dhunla hai sab.
Kabhi na thi wo paas mere, aaj wo khush kisi aur ke sath,
Kab milega sukoon mujhe, kaise sahu ye lahu, bande hai mere hath.

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