I'm glad I ruined you.
I wouldn't want to remember you
as this perfect moment,
that was not meant forever.
I'm glad I ruined you.
I would have regretted my whole life,
that I missed all the chances
of making such memories with you.
I'm glad you were not perfect.
Now we are at peace.

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"the air is warmer than before",
said amma as she pulled aside
the curtains and inhaled the
warm december air

"the air is warmer than before",
said mummy over the phone
sitting across from a room
heater i gifted her a year ago

seasons blend in my families
differently and i enjoy them both
be it amma's piping hot rasam
or mummy's homemade ice-cream cones

december being my favourite
keeps me warm at heart always
sometimes as a season
sometimes as remembrance.

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Winter now lulled to slumber
Ice sheets melting and meeting the brook.
New leaves sprout on dried branches.,
Buds still lovingly sleep in their chambers..
Sky so clear ,the contours of clouds highlighted with sun..
Scary faces seen frozen in time .
Those who are out scarily covered and cautiously they roam -
Why is it that graves have more people than homes ?
We know so much still loosing !
Day after day ,night grows long
Death dances, life screams louder cries ...
How do we stay back like before happy, carefree and doing our chores.
Winter has left ... wind blows ,air still warmer ,terror grows.
Question stand in apostrophy ...
Seeking mind sees the world blurring
Eyes closed,everything is so cold.

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You now dead and buried
Long gone down in history
May be remembered
As a beautiful memory
Sometimes may evoke a smile
Or a wayward tear may drop
Yet ,you cant be revived
That's the finality of it.
You were major turning point
In the crucial life of many
But now you adorn my wall
As a unforgettable photograph...

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When I was all dressed up and walking down the stairs so my dad can take a picture of me and my younger brother throw a bucket of water on me.

He spoil my picture and my look.

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I've killed many moments
by doing what I like

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the moment we met was precious
but now you made me to feel,why we met.now a days most of the relationship ending up like this only.
"started as how we met and ended as why we met"

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A lost moment ,
A lost diary
And lost irrecoverable memories and scribbles
With
Lost most of me in that moment.

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Death,
Beautiful you,
You have
The bulk of eyeful
Emotional graft
To seize
The following Elation.

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you will be secretly cherished, loved and remembered....

FOREVER.

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