The last dream I had was
I am still hopeful for all my
dreams inspite of all scary,
abrupt and harsh realities.

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In these dark...
Scary
Lonely nights...

I still miss you...
Babu...

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Sitting on your bed all naked
same scars, same shreds,
cut privates, raped & taped,
oh darling ! see !! I am back;
to moan together, nail & torture,
baby !! let's abuse each other
pour some acid, let your pieces bleed;
a month before, I yelled, I denied
my hands ! you tied, you compelled;
now I come, to make you feel,
make you moan, make your meal,
piercing needles, scratching blade
the same torture, to make you dead
come baby come !! let me tear you
a piece with knife, some with teeth
till you sing the same song, "aah & ooh"

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The scarriest thing about
Humans is..
'They look like a human'.

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Don't know what's more scary.

Feelings or the fact that,
I don't feel them anymore.

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My kind of perfect is a bit different mama
You see, I don't like gossip and drama
I don't like the small talks you wish me to join in
I don't know why but they always dim my self esteem

My mood changes from good to bad like I'm turning a page
and yeah, sometimes I can't really control my fuming rage
But I stay quiet,
too quiet you say
that nobody understands
why I'm behaving this way.

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When I kissed death and
remained alive to tell the tale
I felt like buried six feet under,
Closed coffin, darkness and silence
Accompanied me towards what felt
Like the final few breaths before parting
Parting from life towards death,
That feeling when life plays back
In slow motion, memories flashing,
A faded image of life after zooming in!

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People have motives.
Look into them--
Most will scare you.

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Just cause
you scared me from distance,
I came closer to you
to discern, which part of you
is unnerving me.

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