The clock ticks, but time feels slow
Why do I hide when it's time to show
Talking to walls that never replies
Makes me ghost or a desert in disguise

I get dissolved in my faded dreams
Life goes on, or so it just seems
So much to carry, yet I walk alone
Or you may say, a moving silky stone

Everyday I try to let this go
But something pulls me I don't know
Grief so strange, will barely part
It broke, it breaks, it'll break my heart

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Not saying things because it'll break your
heart, and they will be disappointed too!

Well, they don't care much,
and your heart is broken anyway.

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The eternal dusk and stars don't shine,
There lies my echo, lost in time
The world moves on, only I stand still,
A heart that's broken, against my will

Smiles are fading like autumn leaves,
Everything's silent, only silence speaks
Every breath carries so weight,
And each step is an ample ache,

The days are drained, my night screams
A restless soul devoided of dreams
The flame once I had has turned to cold,
Kindness is a sin, I wasn't told

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In the duskiest of night, At the beginning of twilight
The emotions I attain and a dear face I visualize
Without her thoughts, I see days standing still
And with her reminiscence, I barely avail eyesight
Since when I know her, I know this fact too
A dream beyond reach never brings delight
Lighthearted lunatic me, averting all conscience
What I'm longing for, I know, is merely an oversight
A mirage it is, but majorly makes my heart flutter
Yes it aches too, but love fulfills heart's appetite
Silently I pray, May her path be illuminated
Yet deep down I wish, I'm the one showing her light
One day I'll be at liberty of her memories, I believe
Until then, let me crave in the crowd, in the quiet

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Out of all
the stupidest
things I ever
did in love
was 'love'.

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Me: I don't know why do people
say that sometimes I talk to
myself about her.

Me: Relax! They lie.

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Such a curse
he has,
having blessing
of immortality
without her.

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What burns actually?

Candles or the darkness!

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It is so agonizing
hearing her name now,
especially when no one
is saying.

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She loved manipulating.

I manipulated it as love.

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