Life without you is like...
"A punishment and a curse"
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माँ....
"तेरे बिना हर लम्हा अधूरा सा लगता है,
माँ, तेरा साया अब भी ज़रूरत सा लगता है।
तेरे जाने के बाद ये दुनिया तो है,
पर तू नहीं है, ये सच बहुत ज़ख़्म देता है।"
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“ Did you eat ”
asked the CKD 5th stage mother for her for the 20th time
She smiled and nodded her head respectively while feeding her like a newborn baby.
• Patience •-
ढूँढ रही थी तुझको माँ
मै ना जाने कहां-कहां
तेरा साया था साथ मेरे
मै चलती थी जहां-जहां
आँखें जो मेरी भीगी आज
सर मेरा गोद मे तेरे था
आज भी मेरे आँसू से माँ
भीगा आंचल तेरा था
सर सहलाता है जो कोई
है याद तेरी आ जाती माँ
कर देती हूं खुद से दूर सभी को
पर किसी से नही मै बताती माँ
पोंछ कर अपनी नम आँखें
सबके आगे हूँ मुस्कराती माँ
नही समझता कोई यहां
मुझे याद बहुत आती है माँ
मुझे याद तेरी आती है माँ
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In your womb I was growing
I found peace knowing that you were there!
But then I could hear the faint flutter
Of your wings as you left
So tiny was I to realise that
You no longer have a face to see
Or a soft cheek to kiss
You can't hold my tiny hands
Or whisper in my ears..
Or cuddle me so near!
Yet I know we'll be together
And I'm Eagerly waiting to see you through and through...
Until you lighten up the darkness within My dead soul!
I can't wait to tell you tales I know nothing about
Till then I will be your little angel
Fighting with her own demons..
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It can be painful,
It can be poignant.
For those who have lost their mother.
But remember whatever emotions
You had for her
During her lifetime on earth,
You should always carry them in your heart.
The relationship does not end
For the love for her does not stop
It grows , it only grows.
Whenever you are feeling low
Just Remember
you are a strong son;
a strong daughter
Of your strong mother.
She is watching over you
residing beside you.
Maybe you can't see her
But try to feel her.
She lives inside your laughter
She lives inside your smile
So whenever you miss her
Smile a little, laugh a more
For she is there with you.
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ഉമ്മറത്തിണ്ണയിൽ കരിന്തിരി കത്തി പുക പടരുകയാണ്.
വീടിന്റെ മഹാലക്ഷമി ഇറങ്ങി പോയതു കൊണ്ടാണെന്ന് അച്ഛൻ വിലപ്പിച്ചു.
പുക ഉയരാത്ത അടുപ്പും,കലഹിക്കാൻ ആരുമിലാത്ത പാത്രങ്ങളും,കരിയില വീണ മുറ്റവും എല്ലാം അച്ഛൻന്റെ വിലാപം കേട്ടു കണ്ണടച്ചു....... 😔😔😔-
She lost her mother last month
She is recovering..
She smiles she laughs
Trying to be normal...
Hardly, the outsiders will come to know
She has gone through such a huge loss
Just at 20,
But deep down she is still crying, missing her mother desperately ..trying her best to fill the void..but fails...
Ya coz mother place is irreplaceable..
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