How intriguing are the old texts!
Each time you read them
unfolds a new dimension
as to what you both shared,
like reading an old novel
for its sheer joy
and unravelling meanings
hiding in the plain sight.

And through all the innocent
blink-and-miss moments
the most intriguing thing of it all
is the intensity of my love for you,
did you feel it too
while you had the chance?

'cause I don't anymore.
Is that what they call moving on?

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Now I don't get ashamed when I talk about my past, my trauma.

Now when I tell people about what I have gone through, I look at how closely they make me feel about it. And if they don't make me feel safe, I remove them from my space. If they don't accept me, I don't accept them. I refuse to hide pieces of myself again, not even a little bit.

I won't lose myself again.
I'd rather lose you.

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Begin.
Bruised slightly, very shaken -
Fluids in the mouth, forced, not taken.
Lecherous eyes, burning into your back.
The curves they see and call a deity.
"Your love is a lie" until it no longer is -
You pick a fight that nobody wins.
Dearly beloved, another death sentence -
Ashes on the floor as you forget the warmth of daylight
The joy in living, in the littlest of things.
The summer of endings hastened too much
Another winter with tears you can never hold dear.
Innocence is a lie, a crime, a farce
Yet the ignorant live happy, oblivious
To the misery of this existence.
End.

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Dust off your heart darling,
his memories need not cover it any longer.

It's good riddance.

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It can be hard to show acceptance,
but trust me that's for good riddance.

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#good riddance

Thank god when she intervene,
cause u'll never give up on upgrading
a useless piece of scrap
despite disappointments
unless u can't see it again.

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“10000 things going in my head right now,
And it is some what funny that you are no longer one of them”

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When you mute someone out of your life

And it doesn't change anything,

That means they apparently weren't going to say anything otherwise.

Bleh!!!

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I suggest you don't,
Time as taken its beautiful turn,
You are a lesson learnt,
There's nothing in my heart for you that would keep my mind wandering after you,
If you come back now,
I suggest you don't,
For you coming or not coming,
Wouldn't matter to me as much as it before,
Good riddance, you don't need to come back for anything anymore.

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And i know one day i will see you again, maybe with your wife are perhaps just a friend and our eyes will meet when i past by and for once you won’t see pain just a friendly emotionless goodbye.

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