I can’t remember the last time i felt a powerful kiss, one that leaves me breathless, and having someone to miss. It might sound simple and i know alot of people can resist, but I’ll wait here patiently until i find that one i won’t dismiss.

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He didn’t ask her for trust, he just earned it with his touch. She never shed a tear, and he made her smile reappeared.

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And just like that he said the one thing everyone failed to express “ I want to be the man worth your loving, and with that i melt.

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I envy the child i could of been, while i turned into the parent i was never given.

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He didn’t love me, and that’s so painful to say i didn’t want to believe it, but it’s the reality i must face. I lied to myself so much for his sake, kept searching for excuses to explain how he behaves. I sat in therapy day after day complaining and twisting this reality until it falls away, then it happened that one final day when i ran out of excuses and reality and me came face to face. The fantasy faded and the masked fell out of place and i heard myself crying while my lips slowly finally say “He don’t love me„ and it all ended that day.

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And piece by piece i put myself back together, knowing i wasn’t the one to cause the disfigure, I’ll weep with pain and mourn that lost, but i know it’s necessary in the process of forgetting and forgiving my past.

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I knew you were gonna change, it all showed in the way you behaved, i tried to leave without a trace, but you held me back until you got the chance to replace.

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I will forget you, “NO” let me rephrase, i will delete you, all the memories that was made, the promises that never became, and the future that decayed. I will delete you and when i do. Never ever make me have you to see you, because on this day going forward you’ve been deleted from my view.

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I’m trying to forget again, reminding myself how it was before i called you my man, I’m cleaning my brain of all the memories you left, and hopefully one day i can breath with no sign of regret.

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I poured my heart out to you and waited patiently for your reply, just for you to tell me: “ I have no desire or energy for that at the moment„ and in that moment all my feelings for you died.

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