It took me sixteen fucking
years since my birth to
know how world works...
How uncertain life is and
how quickly people
change their colours...
Each person is someone
different painted differently
from outside with hidden
hatred stored in their hearts...

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plan is to avoid feeling alone
even if surrounded by none

plan is to wait for the peace
even if it comes through storms

plan is to let bitterness go
even if it reappears in ‘n’ forms

plan is to..

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कुछ इस तरह फिसले हम उस मोढ पर
कि संभालने से पहले उसने भी
ये पूछना ज़रूरी समझा,
जान कर गिरे हो, या गलती करने की आदत है 🤷‍♀️॥

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Love
not
chocolate
for its taste,
love
it
for
how
it
disguises
bitterness.

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बहुत ही कड़वा था वह इंसान

ऐसा ही उसे लगा
ऐसा ही वह समझता रहा

फिर उसे अचानक से तीर चुभा

तीर आर पार हो गया उसकी आत्मा के

भेद गया सारे अंतर्मन को

अंतर्मन की स्थिति स्पष्ट हो चुकी थी
शब्दों के घाव साफ साफ नजर आए

साथ ही शब्दों की कड़वाहट भी......

अब उसके मन में सवाल खड़ा हुआ

कौन कड़वा था

वो
इंसान.... या उसके शब्द

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He was a sailor,
He took liberty,
Voyage felt lonely,
He sought company,
When he came home,
His wife felt thrilled and happy,
He made love,
Gifted her HIV...

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Because,
the bitterness of the beer
makes her forget
how bitter her life is
without him.

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Mujhse na pucho, dard e alam mera
Ibtada jo krun to inteha ki du'a kroge

Meri sham bhi dhalti hai chiragon k bgair
Syah raaton se bhi kya iska mawaaznaa kroge

Ishq e gumbad se laut aaye hain hum
Ab kon si bulandiyon ka aaghaz kroge??

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Bitterness leaves its fragrance for a very long time. You will always feel that the situation is still in you. Sometimes, even though it really has passed, and you are trying to start your life anew, you will suddenly feel its keen sting.

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Fire is always few words away.

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