рдмреЛрд╣реЛрдд рджрд┐рдиреЛ рдмрд╛рдж рдЖрдЬ рдзреВрдк рдирд┐рдХрд▓реА,
рдЬреИрд╕реЗ рдХреЛрдИ рдкреБрд░рд╛рдирд╛ рд╕рд╛, рднреВрд▓рд╛ рд╕рд╛,
рд▓реМрдЯ рдЖрдпрд╛ред-
I'm on YouTube too!
24/01/17
рдмреАрдЪ рдардВрдб рдХреА рд░рд╛рдд рдореЗрдВ,
рдпреЗ рдХреИрд╕реА рдЖрдВрд╣ рдЧреВрдВрдЬ рдЙрдареА...
рдХрд┐рд╕рдХреЗ рдЦреНрд╡рд╛рдм рдХреЗ рдзрд╛рдЧреЛрдВ рд╕реЗ рдореИрдВ рд╢реЙрд▓ рдЕрдкрдиреА рдмреВрди рдЪрд▓реА...
рдпреЗ рдХреИрд╕реА рддрдиреНрд╣рд╛рдИ рджреМреЬ рдХрд░ рдирд┐рдХрд▓реА,
рдЕрдВрдЧрд╛рд░ рднрд░ рдХрдврд╝рд╛рдИ рд╕реЗ,
рдЗрд╕ рджрд┐рд▓ рдореЗрдВ рднреА рд░рд╛рдЦ рднрд░реА рд╣реИ,
рд╣рдлреНрддреЛрдВ, рдорд╣рд┐рдиреЛ, рд╕рд╛рд▓реЛрдВ рд╕реЗ...-
рдЕрдирдХрд╣реА рд╕реА рд╣реЫрд╛рд░реЛ рдмрд╛рддреЗрдВ,
рд▓рд╛рдЦреЛрдВ рдРрд╕реА рдЦреНрд╡рд╛рд╣рд┐рд╢реЗрдВ,
рдХреЛрдИ рд╕реБрди рддреЛ рд▓реЗ..
рдХреЛрдИ рд╕реБрдирдиреЗ рдХреА рдмрд╕ рдирд┐рдпрдд рд╣реА рд░рдЦ рд▓реЗред-
I can't be that girl, because I'm this girl.
I can't be that girl, because I'm this girl.
I don't have a perfect body, or social media approved face,
I wear clothes that are made XL,
So that they dont show the rolls on my waist.
I can't be that your hourglass barbie,
I'm ugly, and that's also okay to be!
I'm nerdy, I know stuff that you can't even imagine..
I wear glasses, I smile little crooked,
I'm everything that's not aesthetic for the internet.
I'm not extraordinary,
I don't have a sad back story!
I'm a normal nerd,
And I'm surely not that girl. Because I'm this girl.-
Weirdness is nothing but the sound of breaking stereotypes and social conventions
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Might wish
to not see,
The end of the next year,
Cold December,
Yet I'm burning like fire.
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I needed to hear it,
But no one said it.
No Body said it,
Cz they needed to hear it too..
So I wrote it.
I wrote it but no one read it..
Cz the eyes were blurred
In tears and anxiety.
So I said it.
I read what I wrote.
I needed to hear it,
So I wrote it.
They needed to hear it too,
So I said it.-
рдШрд░ рд╕реЗ рдЬреЛ рдирд┐рдХрд▓реЗ рддреЛ рд╢рд╛рдпрдж рдкрд╣рд╛реЬреЛрдВ рдореЗрдВ рдорд┐рд▓реЗрдВ,
рдЬреИрд╕реЗ рд░рд╛рдзрд╛ рдХреГрд╖реНрдг рдХреА рдмрд╛рд╣реЛрдВ рдореЗрдВ рдорд┐рд▓реЗред
рдЖрд╕рдорд╛рдВ рднреА рдЬрд╣рд╛, рдЭреБрдХ рдХрд░ рд╕рд▓рд╛рдо рдХрд░ рд▓реЗ,
рдкреИрд░ рдмрд╛рджрд▓реЛрдВ рдХреЛ, рдФрд░ рд╕рд░ рд╕рд┐рддрд╛рд░реЛрдВ рд╕реЗ рдорд┐рд▓реЗ...-
рд╕рдмрдХреЗ рдкрд╛рд╕ рдЬрд╛рддреЗ рдЬрд╛рддреЗ
рдирд╛ рдЬрд╛рдиреЗ рдХрдм рджреВрд░ рд╣реЛ рдЧрдП..
рд╣рдо рд╡рдлрд╝рд╛ рд▓реЗрдХрд░ рдЖрдП рд▓реЗрдХрд┐рди
рдмреЗрд╡рдлрд╛рдИ рдХреЗ рдирд╛рдо рд╣реЛ рдЧрдП...
рдпреВрдВ рдЕрдВрдЬрд╛рди рдмрди рдЧрдП...
рдпрд╛ рд╣рдо рд▓реЛрдЧреЛ рдХреЛ рдкрд╣рдЪрд╛рди рдЧрдП..
рд╕реЛрдЪрд╛ рдерд╛ рджрд┐рд▓ рдирд╛ рддреЛреЬреЗрдВрдЧреЗ рдХрд┐рд╕рд┐рдХрд╛,
рдФрд░ рдЕрдкрдирд╛ рд╣рд╛рд▓ рд╣реА рд╕рдВрднрд▓ рди рд╕рдХреЗ...-
My showers are longer than most others
┬аI know it by the screams of my mother outside the door.
As I sit under the shower legs spread out wide on the floor
ignoring the world outside, separated by this plastic cover.
This four by four space holds so much more.
There is so much more than just tiles and water,
There is peace there is calm,
┬аThere is solitude most of all.
┬аThere is power there is freedom,
┬аto cry to your hearts desire.
┬аMy showers Are not always to clean my body,
┬аSometimes it is meant memories,
┬аSometimes it is two regret or to pity.
┬аSometimes it is just to sit in a blank space and not think of anything.
┬аMy showers are longer than most others.
┬а
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