AMNESIA/AMNESIC
Solely exult, being fugue!
Void exalt, makes me rogue!!

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I wonder
If I ever cross your mind.
Do I visit you in dreams?
When it's twilight
Or when it's nearly dawn--
Do you still reminisce about us?
The pictures.
The chat threads.
The arguments.
The promises.
The love.
Or all that encompasses me,
In you now, is hatred?
I think, think, think--
Envisioning how you fare
This instance.
Then, I stop.
Because, nah--
Who am I to you, anyhow?
Zilch, right?
So, I revert to letting you
Remain mute--
And, mayhap, deaf.

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'Return to Sender'

Item for return : memories

Reason for return:

It keep taking me back to those roads where i don't wanna walk anymore.
It keep taking me back to those people
Whom i don't want in my life anymore
It keep hurting me.I wanna be strong...but it keeps making me weak
I don't want this nostalgia..so please replace it with amnesia

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I do not keep a hidden catalogue
Of wrong deeds done unto me,
Nor an album of people who hurt me;
So, remind me of why I feel a twinge of ache
Whenever I see a picture of your face
Or hear a whisper of your name.

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What do you do,
when you find amnesia in the eyes that taught you how to love,
fists in place of palms that picked your pieces from the dirt,
and aggression in the voice that tucked you in bed every night.
When familiarity starts stealing clothes from random strangers,
it stops smelling like the sweatshirt you stole from it's wardrobe, last winter.
It forgets things.
All the things you once wished it did, and some you never thought it would.
It doesn't hide sugar boxes in high kitchen cabinets anymore.
It doesn't keep the alarm clock away from your side of the bed.
It doesn't remember why it's clothes are in the same shelf as yours or why it has to stay up till you return back from work.
It calls you by your full name and stops mid sentence every time you forget to call it by it's.
What do you do,
oh lover,
when the only person who knew you better than your favourite ex,
doesn't remember all the things it promised it would never forget.

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How wonderful it would be
If God blessed us with amnesia
After every heartbreak
So the memory of us
Could easily be erased.
Then I wouldn't be afraid to
Fall in love ever again.

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🤔🤔🤔
🤔🤔🤔
Can't remember...

Amnesia...
May be age factor...

☹️☹️☹️😜

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Waking up
feels like standing
in a war-ground
with amnesia.
A part of me says,
I know how to win
this.
A part of me doesn't
remember how to
fight.

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"This new year I'll confess my feelings to her".
"I LOVE YOU, but this time not just as a Friend" wrote an Amnesia patient in a letter 20th time after losing his best friend in a car accident.

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My words too have amnesia.
Sometimes, they forget the emotions
they are supposed to convey.

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