As I gulped down
Another shot of whiskey,
I unlocked my phone,
Looked at your photograph.
Another night at the bar
Another unsent message,
Saved to drafts.

One more shot of whiskey,
I quaffed hastily.
to burn my desires,
And not dial your number.
Fusion of breathes
Lingered on my lips.
Still all I remember was
The taste of yours.

One more shot of whiskey
to forget my love for you.
And with every other shot,
I fixed my broken heart.

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In my drafts, I found a message,
unsent, dated long back,
to some special person, knowing that
there will be no reply.

Today, I sent it.
Atleast to prove myself wrong.
Thinking they might not be the same
person anymore.

But Alas!
They proved me right this time too.

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May be it's not love.....,

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Some messages are destined not to be sent but to be saved as draft.

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I hate those second thoughts I have
While texting you
But they seem to love me for eternity
Making my fingers fumble, mind numb
And at the end, all my efforts in vain
With just a backspace,
Poor heart comes in rough phase.

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The unsent message to my crush,
Which I wrote in too much rush,

It's not just text, it's an ocean,
Having squirting waves of emotions,

But, those waves never reached her shore,
Still wrapped in depth of my diary's core,

I've written love for her, without love in that,
That text has nothing but everything to get,

After many years I opened that note,
Finding the message years back I wrote,

Still that love has the same fragrance,
Which has also recalled her presence,

That unsent message still I have,
Don't know now whom should I give,

Should I search for it's destination,
Or should I bury that in depth of ocean.

I still have that unsent message to my crush,
Which has nothing but only words left.

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"In search of words so many incomplete messages turned out into drafts"

📨💬

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I respect your Affection for me without any kind of possesiveness..

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The Unsent Message
The message I typed for a long to send it you,
The message I typed with teary😢 eyes,
The message which would have conveyed you everything,
The message which would have told you about my sorrows,
The message I wanted to make you read,
The message which could have solved all the misunderstandings,
I didn't send you because everytime I can't put efforts to reset everything,
If you can't put efforts from your side then it's better to part ways,
I erased everything, the message and so also you.

✍Prangya Panda
Instagram-@kahawat_zindagi
©kahawat_zindagi

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Dear Love.
I never say "I love you" it's doesn't mean I don't love.
I don't call you many times ,it's doesn't mean I don't miss.
I don't meet you many times,it's doesn't mean I don't want to meet.
I don't express my feelings,it's doesn't mean I haven't feeling for you.

♥️♥️♥️

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