Light is the lover of darkness who cannot be together, one must die while the other survives.

Light is the gloom of a loser.

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To the-deparated-parts-of-me

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This 2020, i promise to

- sleep a little less
- smile a little more
- read a lot more
- hate myself a little less
- try a little harder
- love myself a lot lot more
- procrastinate a lot less
- cry my heart out
- live a life

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*day43

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Dear J,

The sky is so beautiful today. So blue with white clouds. Is it the same where you are? Are you watching? But it’s cold. Like our hearts. Do you feel it? Giving me rain when asked for warmth, giving me pain when asked for relief.

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An Adventure

Midnight-
thoughts, questions
what-ifs, why-nots
not good enoughs
void, sudden aches
just a drop of tear
Ferris wheel
decisions-drunken?
screens to escape
the flashes of baggage
a burden
words won't come out
a person to talk to?
curling up on the thorns
in need of pain
punishment
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sleep seems a distant destination
an adventure

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To get somethings you need to leave somethings behind for a while.

#settingpriorities

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Dear diary,

These days, I feel like there is nothing much to say. And I also feel like there is so much inside that I cannot fathom and put them into a proper form. I miss writing like I used to. The thought of sitting and trying to write seems impossible to me now. Idk what I should talk about, but then, there is this feeling that I'm replacing all of this with some other things and making a translucent veil where I can see but not the clear picture. Idk what to choose. I'm missing something. There's an incompleteness though I feel there is nothing more to fill.

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Office diaries #9

Doing things even though you know the process is wrong, because when they find the right process you get to do some more work.

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