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Sonder, winter,
full glasses and
blurred spectacles
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In caliginous mind
What would you find?
Peep out of your somber
There's a lot to sonder.
Why lumina is so tenacious?
Growing curious.
In oblivion I seek refugee.
Candescence is dead to me.
Denouement gets furious.
Winning side's always spurious.

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Sonder
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I love to walk in the crowd, look around in sonder, and wonder about those stories of those people I will not be able to hear ever.

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Gazing out of the window with sleepy eyes,
the bustling marketplace caught her attention.
Some people talking, some of them laughing and some of them hurrying in tension.
Her mind got flooded with a feeling of sonder.
"Who am I in this world, I wonder!"
Then in the rear view mirror she saw some faces,
"I'm their whole world and they are mine", she realised and drifted back to sleep.

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Sonder:
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The needy girl stood at the corner of the bridge. She was beautiful but her eyes like gold were melting and that precious gold was mixing with the river water. The help wasn't asked verbally by her, it was asked by her EYES, the window to her soul. The eyes that seemed to be overflowing with pain and guilt.
I went and hugged her and just said, "I will listen to you 'cause I know you are lovable. "

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The constant rubatosis of life,
Impliciting the hazy lags of the mind,
I felt with a numb of unacceptable world,
With a realisation of the unfathomable mankind...

Stressing upon the virtues of the era,
Is it just me only???
to strive for the actual life,
Or it's actually the life, being good and harsh
Or just a usual aura...

Redefining the life as a constant hypothesis of
Good and bad
Or actually an emblem "if life is like this",
I accepted the obscure of my delusion
I accepted that LIFE IS THIS
With good and bad
With better and worse
And with the best and the worst...
With all of it
With all in it

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Today the songs are not helping.
The emotions have surpassed the words.
The music and lyrics heart is creating are the chaos no one can understand but me.
Today it is like the wild and untameable ocean.
Out of bounds.
With deafening sound..!!
The mind in turmoil goes round and round with no one around I sonder.
Number of laughing dead souls walking around I wonder.
The way they are because of their own or someone else blunder.
To the life they have surrender...!!!

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Sonder

During my small journey
a couple of days ago,
I silently observed my co passengers in train,
of course without even having a glance of them
The man who helped me to keep my luggage overhead
The children who were playing around
few seats ahead
Two gentlemen who sat across
looked like colleagues, together they worked
A woman who kept updating her mother
over phone,
who seemed to be waiting for her grandchildren visiting her soon
Waiters who kept serving tirelessly
as that's what for they are paid
There were so many people whom I didn't know had stories of their own
This made me realize I am just one of billions who are coexisting in this vast world, though unknown
And today I learned 'Sonder' is the word.

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