Last night my body sleep walked its way out of guilt, trauma and the fight i had with my mom earlier that day

I kept walking to the gate like I wanted to go outside but I didn't
Instead I kept going upstairs - 5 floors
again and again
It was a literal representation of how I make decisions
How I tire myself out
trying to figure out,
to do or not to do?

And I cannot help but wonder if the gate had been open
Where would I have wandered?

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Awake.

Sleep-walking all my life,
I must now learn to be awake.

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Sleepwalking
Sleeptalking
Sleeptexting
Sleepeating
Sleep
Slee
Sle
Sl
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Sonambulistic is basically sleep walking. If you are suffering from this the best remedy is to have a good sleeping pattern or you can practice few relaxation techniques or you can do mental Imagery or anticipatory awakening. It is basically a harmless and a random event.
If it occurs frequently you can seek medication and hypnosis.

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I crawl out of bed dragged by instinct muscles... as my feet feeds through familiar paths under the red Moon, my soul still lay as my body commits an act unknown to my eyes and undesired by my soul

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She hated me, for chaining her up to the bed in the night. Which later in the morning she forgets, as she was suffering from homicidal sleepwalking. If I let her free she might kill anyone, but she doesn't know about this and hates me. As I love her, I haven't let this thing come in between my love for her.

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I am awake
Or sleep walking?
Still in a trance
Walking like a zombie.
The year that was
Taught me many things.
Not to have blind faith
On any human being
Is the biggest piece of advice
In this world
Full of treacherous people.

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29 July may be the ordinary day
For him its very special day
His mother born today
He got freedom from foreign land
And
A lady confessed her feeling to him

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(i)
I wish to sleep with sleep
but he wont have me, he says
my thoughts slip into his skull when we go to bed, he says I only play dead
whilst being an excitable beehive of aliveness

I want to sleep with sleep but
he doesn't want me, he says
I kick him constantly while riding a nightmare, that I just dont care
enough about inertia, tossing and turning, just churning, churning

I guess I broke up with sleep
he is broken too, our jagged edges rubbed each other bloody,
our bodies are so ruddy,
the bedsheet is crumpled, our love affair has crumbled and with outstretched hands the night is sleepwalking towards dawn.

~Deepikaa (sipping tea)

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Desires & time
demands
are unconnected.
Sleepwalking through
life.....
as heart and destiny
pulls me in
different directions ❤️

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