It started after I quit;
my job, my education,
my goals, my love life and
friendships. I daydream now
more times than I ever I did as a
child. I even caught myself
daydreaming an hour-and-a-half
long scenario of pure financial
stability, material wealth, a safe home
to live in and peace and quiet. I can
actually tire myself out from
daydreaming to avoid the colossal
weight of truth overwhelming my
being. The treachery of society and
family who said they would help yet
forgot about us after a weekend
of high times. I'm disappointed by the
adults who'd guaranteed the
pain would be over. Sometimes,
I just want out from the
responsibility of just keeping
alive, but I'm afraid of abandoning
my family.
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