Tonight when I look
at the folded pages of
our ancient and ruined
rule book of love, I
know just what
I should have expected
all along.

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"इक तसल्ली सी मिल गयी आज,
हां तुम सच में चले गये...
चलो आज सही,बतला भी दिया,
पागल दिल को समझा भी दिया;
हर रोज़ तकल्लुफ करता था,
मुझ से लड़ता रहता था,
सपनें दिखलाता था खुद ही खुद को,
बेवजह सा तुम पर मरता था।
चलो आज सही बतला भी दिया,वरना
ये बच्चा यूं ही बना रहता,
जाने कितने और सपने बुनता।
कैसे कह दु इस को खुशी....
पर गम भी तो न लगता है
हां लेकिन कैसे भूलूं ये दिल आज ही टूटा है।"

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Your fingers are as smooth as rose petals
I pluck them off wondering, you love me, you love me not

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I wonder what's worse,
One massive earthquake destroying all in its wake or
Frequent tremors, big or small, driving all to the edge of paranoia.

I wonder what's more heartbreaking,
A swift death shaking your beloved's world or
Helplessly living to watch yourself die a little everyday, waiting for the worst.

I wonder what's more cruel,
Being in pain too deep that you can't live without it or
The pain washing over you only at certain times with such intensity that paralyses you and leaves you withered everytime and you know in that moment you can never escape.

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Listen, the tears you gave me to keep forever, that pain you gave me for forever...
I am sorry it's over,I don't feel it anymore
But this can't be
I must feel the pain, your last memory, no?
So it's ok, don't worry...
I've started building my own pain again
Just like I did it when I started loving you...
Except this time I and the world can see the wounds causing the pain...
U know it looks amazing and fascinating to see that red colour...
It's beautiful,satisfying and topmost
Forever mine.


Uff see how much I love you and your everything ,totally ur pgl :-P

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Nothing can be done now, the time is over, a very heart breaking statement applied to all kinds..!!

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"The sadism of mind
Is often deteriorated
By the schadenfreaud heart; &
It proliferats you more in me."

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