You always had abundant love for remnants.
No doubt why I remained one...

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Come
visit me, my love,
my demons
won't bite you,
they lie satiated,
having fed themselves
on my broken spirit.

My remnants await you.

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Come darling,
Feed me with the remnants of your time n love,
Afterall "I" am your ashtray...

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A box full of pictures,
Remains the only remnant
Of those days free of worry,
Of days spent dreaming,
Of days when every moment
Was spent in creating memories.

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Effort is direct reflection of interest
Remember that!!

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Smoke tingled and,
Danced upon his soul.
A simple act of breathing
Was never so painful
Hallucination…?
No. he could feel the
Pinprick of the goosebumps
All over. A manic craving
Slowly threatening to take over
Intoxicating his senses
Feverishly;
Clinging to the remnants
Of self-control he had
He said “NO.”
He knew that he had
Kicked the cigarette
Forever.
He was finally free!
It was now
The time to heal.

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"It's gonna be fine one day"
Says the not so waning pain,
guarded by the lousy troops of spicules
in the aphotic abode of forsaken desires,
The black and white kaleidoscope
of night shades wafting me through
the fickle fragments of hurt
and glee of remembrances,
The dessicated tears dispersing
into the clouds of amnesic smoke,
caressing the dwindling, blurry
and not so buried remnants,
Gravitating into the ravine of anguish
to the nothingness I've becometh,
Unfailingly reminding me,
"It's gonna be fine one day!"

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Flowers were blooming
And so was I while walking back to home
It was not the smile of contentment
neither of any success or anything worth making smile
But that day the journey which I often considered boring
turned out to be so lively one that
I understood many a things
that even if I am a bud today
and not been noticed much
I will also turn into a flower someday
forcing the people to have a look
and if you smell that flower
there will always be a fragrance
of patience and remnants of journey where I went
through all the hardships because of that eagerness
to bloom which was not because other flowers were but
to let the world know that when petals are spread out
it's not just to bloom but to carry the essence
of passage from being a bud to a flower
and it's fragrance inspires others.

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Today is the world of
easy moving on
and fast falling in love
we met each other exactly like that
.
but after you
everything changed.

/its harder to fall in love again

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are the resemblance of pain etched within
I lost that solace & touch so true
Nothing seems so good since then; Everything is lost in due.
I am deprived from inside,
Myriad emotions that I have to hide;
I've faced deceiving so many times
It was from people, And even my thoughts,
I have learnt that I was never loved;
When they found me so perfect,
They spent time with me a lot,
After they found some flaws,
That thing they called LOVE was long gone!
A lie that could have caused it all
Some things in there do not stand tall
There is surely no noise;
You are stunned with life and
There is suddenly no choice.
I get hassled on the things they did
And,all the past decisions I made
Everything looks into pieces; Everything is just so apart;
The hurt caused is so deep,I have had unreasonable reasons to weep!
Deep down I am sad & feeling the gloom
Smiling in front & hiding my pain
All the games of love & blame; It's not surreal,it's not the same!
A dream that shattered & now left with none,
I wish that it had not begun;
No feelings sour, no words to say..
As I started breaking away!
All the sorrow & distress,All the lies I must confess
Words were uttered,nothing was
expressed nonetheless✨

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