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You could simply imagine
With how much depth i loved you
Coz even after you are gone long ago
Coz even with the remnants of your presence
I ache and write
With same intensity
With same pain

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Yeah its tough to break the heart
Of someone who cares for your heart
But you gotta do, what you gotta do
So hear me out, to my guidline
How not to break a heart?
Tell them, you are not worth them
Tell them, you are not their 'the one'
Tell them you are on different page
Tell them... It just gets better after days off
Tell them, there are other fishes in the ocean
Tell them you are not their beautiful 'rose'
Tell them, there's someone out there
Waiting for their heart to be not broken

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i know you are afraid of another heartbreak
another loss of the soul you shared

trust me
we share the same pain, same grief
when it comes to heartbreaks

but what if i tell you
i want to not live 'eternity' with you
i just want to live in parts
as long as, i could hold on to you
what if i say
heartbreak would be worth it
if it was to be broken by you.

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I have run out of words
as you have run out of my life
now my words are recklessly shattered
coz they have lost the room in you

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I wonder
Why do i have to walk through
Beautiful commute like you!
Why aren't you the destination
I know i have fallen hard for you
So does you know, i did
Yet i am walking away

- coz staying midway doesn't makes any sense

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when you happen to see me
just look me in the eyes
coz they are the ones
who've waited for you
not my heart, not even my breath

coz only they are the ones
observing you...
imbibing you...
and embracing the details of you

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•YET TO WRITE•

i am yet to write the best poem
my poem about beginnings
of love, life, and laughter
about little bit of sunshine
topped up with hope

i am yet to write my best poem
my poem about beautiful endings
about those wrecked days and crushed breaths
that makes you embrace home

i am yet to write my best poem
about everything between these starting and endings

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so do not just see me
have courage to see through me
not every smile i have shown
not every sadness of mine were frown
not every failure, failed me
not every winning, aced me
there's more than what you
and there's so much more to uncover

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it would've been easier for you
ain't it?
to judge me
what you see out of me
what all, i pretend
the thing i showcase with that sarcasm and smile

well saying of all...
i am in laughter, but not really smiling
yes i pretend to be someone
but not everything that you see is pretentious
there's a truth in my lies
and in my lies there are hidden truth

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