How fickle my happiness is
Sometimes it's in the open skies,
Sometimes it's impossible to find,
sometimes in someone's smile,
Sometimes I forget where I kept it
And sometimes it's hidden
in my messy mind.

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Enjoy this messiness,
Sooner or later everything will fall into place.

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Sometimes even the mess looks beautiful, if presented beautifully.

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More than loneliness and darkness,
I feel scare of my messy mind ...

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Today, something abrupt happened to me.
I unlocked my room, and stepped inside with the key.
A tissue box, along with my pen-paper, was lying there.
But actually, there was something which I started to stare.
A bookshelf, possessing a lot of books,
Some of them torned, some unread, were givin' me strange looks.
Those "messy", untidy books, were resembling something.
Trying to figure it out, my "messy" brain was logging and loading....
The decent me, the upset me, took a long time to find,
that the "messy" bookshelf was resembling nothing—
but my own unambitious mind!

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Your Mind is Messy ...
You have to Clean Yourself
Or Someone Else will Do!

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I never intended to make people cry
By thinking about me,
I just wanted them to smile
Remembering me.
But may be this time
I messed up everything.
This isn't what i wanted
Neither the person i 've become is what i wanted to be.
But see the irony
I'm so much of what i'm not
And too little of what i wanted to be...

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But I never existed
In your world!
Your world that is made
Of strong walls,
Bound with vulnerability,
And pretentious strength!

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Jab waqt tha humare paas tab,tum saath nahi they,
Aaj tum saath ho lekin,ab humare paas waqt nahi hai........

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I know only to Love you
From the core of my heart..
You are my Proud choice....
Yet, I forget that you are
Not my property
We are just partners in crime
Whose relationship is a Forbidden one!
Do we have any answers for justification?!
I have one....
I Love you even we are not meant to be.
For the reasons unknown I cannot get you
Out of me, but I am sure I can get outta
Your life, if you get hurt even for a
while coz of me..
I don't care much for rules...
I am proud to say that
You are my proud choice... &
I love you

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