What, mayhap, shall it be, this instance?
Another mishap of catastrophic substance, perhaps?
Or, maybe, a lasting panacea this time?
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And there are days that
I spend thanking God
from dawn till dusk
for that random moment
when you asked me
if I was okay.
- you are my favorite
happenstance.-
"I have been here before, but I never saw you." I said. It was my fifth time visiting that home for mothers abandoned, and it was the first time I saw her.
"But I did. You come, talk to some of us, and sit under that huge tree and think, sometimes write too."
"Why didn't you come to me then? I would have loved to talk to you." The amiable look on her face was very admirable to me. Something about smiling faces, I adore very much.
"Yes, I wanted to. But, I figured you came searching for the silence. I didn't want to take that away." She talked like me. I was surprised.
"Is it weird that you remind me of myself. I wish I become as amazing as you when I am old." I said genuinely.
"You remind me of myself too. The melancholy that you so happily wear, I know when it becomes this comely for someone. This world isn't enough for souls with wings like yours. They see the vastness, you keep standing on the edge, searching for the why of it all."
"Will I be at ease like you too, one day?"
"I don't know, I see chaos in your eyes, the one that is fated to bring revolution. Rebels are never at ease. They are busy."
"Will you be here when I visit next?"
"I knew you liked charming people."-
All our lives,
We remain deaf to this song of existence,
Which flows unhindered without any resistance,
And we turn a blind eye to this divinity’s dance,
Missing this very golden chance,
Of experiencing a zesty trance,
And relishing this magnificent happenstance.-
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The journey can't be taken backwards
Irrespective of decisions
It's still going to lead forwards
Into a know or unknown destination
Either ways fear grip me
As my mind won't free me
And my brain won't let go
But my spine will gather strength to
Keep my stomach from rumbling.
Fear of happenstance
Has dealt with me in no instance
Hmmmm...
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And if by happenstance, we cross paths again, god grant me the strength, not to love you the same.
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