I ignore the body ache which
I get after workout,
But these hormonal pimples & acne
hurt me little harder.
I ignore the financial constraint
I'm facing right now,
But this pressure of "being settled early"
bothers me little harder.
I ignore the "natural problem set" which
god has given me as being a girl,
But this stereotyping & superstitions
hurt me little harder.
I ignore the glass ceiling which
I have to break in order to reach
such heights in my career.
But when here I face gender bias
and unqual pay than it
pissed me off little faster.-
बातें तो बाक़ी थीं पर चराग़ बुझ गए,
फ़िर सेहर के इंतज़ार में ज़िंदगी गुज़र गई।
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और फ़िर ऐसे ही,
इक और औरत की चाहत ने खुदकुशी कर ली।
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And those rainbows were not in the sky
But on a hanging glass ceiling carved with your stupendous fake promises
My silly trust on them and blind faith on you
I didn't realise you were too beyond that colourful glass
So when you left without any words
All those colors crash on the glass mingled together turning into a silent black blankness
Its irregular chunks collapsed on me haphazardly
I don't see this sky for the shards of that broken glass pierce my eyes
I don't see this earth for pieces of my heart keep on falling
I don't exist anymore as me
That blankness has engulfed me slowly and has become a part of my existence
It defines me
It's the new me...
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The ceiling of my home is nothing
Like the ceiling of your world
Yours is made of glass
Mine, of stars-
Let me evolve at my own pace.
I wanna touch the sky
before I die
like an ugly butterfly.
If you hasten my flight,
you might see me alive
like a pretty butterfly
but stuck on the glass ceiling.-
Colour the walls from inside
when you haven't seen the colours
outside ?
Fill the room with fragrance
when you haven't smelled the emptiness
of the void?
Curse the glass ceiling
for having let you see a few billion stars?
No, I'd rather dig deep
And change my roots-
Sometimes you need to shatter the glass ceiling to know your true self!
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You can't break the glass ceiling having the solidity of uncountable layers of toughened glass...
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