I wake up scared of the things I can't remember, a nightmare that finds new spaces to hurt that leaves my mind as soon as I open my eyes, to unknown fears I surrender. (READ FULL IN CAPTION)
I feel alone even when I am surrounded by the people. I am looking for the remedy because the pain is getting deeper. Every time I close my eyes, I see the grim reaper . I pretend to be an atheist but I am a still a believer.
Under the enormous mass of depression, My heart is collapsing on its on gravity, Forming singularity , the point of everything & nothingness simultaneously.
There are days, When I mask my pain, Hoping for a better start, With a smile on face... Then there comes the night, When I lie down in the dark, Hoping to fall asleep, Before falling apart..