मैं ये नही थी पहले
जो मैं अब हूँ,
आफ़ताब से आँखें मिलाने वाली
अब ढलती हुई एक शब हूँ,
बातों से सबको लुभाने वाली
अब खामोश पड़ी लब हूँ,
हर पल मर रही ना
जाने जीती कब हूँ,
कौन हूँ मैं, वो जो तब थी
या वो जो अब हूँ...-
क्या मैं पहले थी
जो मैं अब हूँ!
ख़ुद में ना मैं पहले थी
और ना अब हूँ!
शम्स से बातें करती
आज तीरगी भरी शब हूँ!
दिलों पर तीर सी चलती
आज बस्तःलब हूँ!
पल-पल जीती,
पल-पल मरती
जाने जीती कब हूँ!
🌿🌹🌹👁️👁️👄✍️
Nathu Agrawal-
Don't be so harsh on yourself,
Feathers do fall.
But just a gust is all they need
to reach back in air.-
Self-criticism at its peak needs so much conviction and convincing.
It is so hard to live with an internal monologue that is constantly cursing.-
कभी बता भी दो क्या अच्छा है मुझमे,
बुराई मेरी, मैं खुद से वैसे भी करती हूं।-
The excessive pre planners have the least tolerance for mistakes.
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it has become a way of my life
everyday atleast a quote I write
there are no set parameters
I write what I feel without filters
it could be just one urdu shayari
or for all it matters an old memory
I don't write Romance all time
I also highlight in my poetry recent crime
I ve written on a vast umbrella of topic
whatever comes to my mind , I don't choose or pick
my subject has even political sattire
even though in today's time it is playing with fire
I ve even written eroticas but with great care
I have not made it vulgar , though a lovers desire I laid. Bare
and this I think makes me a writer in full totality
it makes my brain think more and increase it's readability
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