Everything around is a part of your cake, yet not a piece of cake.
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Sometimes I want to fly
Sometimes I want to try
Sometimes I want to cry
Sometimes I want to die,
Sometimes I want to dream
Sometimes I want to be queen,
Sometimes I want to feel
Sometimes I want to be real,
Sometimes I want to chase
Sometimes I want you to gaaze,
Sometimes I want to ..................
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It could've been us
We could've had it all
maybe if I'd said less
Maybe if you'd spoken more
now I watch every couple
dance songs of love
and rejoice in their eternity
I can't help but wonder
if it could've been us
did we have it all?
Or was it just a pretence
of everything we had ?
were we just showpiece
made of brittle glass
pretty on outside
but from within ?
We didn't hold on just to let go
and yet everything feels like
it has all evaporated into thin air
I can look you in the eyes no more
But my heart begs to
Was my love too much,
or just it wasn't enough?
-0501xoxo
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•Heart's a disco•
There are starlights and ceremonies in a
nuptial bond in my mellow heart. Flash lights
glittering in chambers with systolic and diastolic
rhythm. I don't soak into a drudgery of dolorous
but shelter nomads into my mystic world of
shine. Some recede from joining dots , some
dance with the beats and few weave new tales.
•captioned•-
"I didn't think we'd last this long, but we did!" I rejoiced, twirling her with my fingers.
The empty pen blushed.-
My problem is envy
and jealousy
which I can't get rid of.
Like a virus
Like a wild fire
Like a free storm
It spreads in me.
One day I hope
I am secure enough
to rejoice with you
in your happiness.
Until then
I'll work on myself.
Goodbye. For now.
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