Whenever I call myself, a voice comes from my heart:
Are you still alive or not ? - These words are worst
I am a person who never wish for more and more
So why you always curse me ?- tell me my soul
One day will come, when you will miss me a lot and never see me
I will be lost forever, remember- life is not a game of hide and seek-
Please, hanging me, dislodge me, I 'm guilty
Why I 'm still breathing, kill me, don't show any pity
A Lier, A Timid, A Waggly , is front of you 'My Christ'
My life is : fraud , puns, finish me, but mark me as a mist-
Our species is wired in an exquisite arrangement of nerves that we are downright emotional for everything around us. A grumpy old man, barking barbarous words at us is enough to ruin our gleeful day. We pick up the strain of afflictive anxiety quickly or a sudden gloomy thought could affect us in a flash too. After that, a sympathetic stare, a tender hug and a compassionate massage takes hours to induce the comfort of contentment in our mind. Why? Because we are born pessimists. Only our environment, thoughts and relationships, amalgamate the slivers of optimism within us.
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नहीं! मैं नहीं हूँ वैसी, जैसा तुम्हें लगता है,
ना ही हूँ अच्छी, जैसा तुम मुझे समझते हो।
(पूरा अनुशीर्षक में)-
एक समय था जब लगता था...
सभी तो अच्छे हैं ,
फिर क्यों एक दूसरे से गिला करते है ...
आज आजमाया तो पाया
यही लोग~~
पल पल में अपना रंग बदलते है...
कभी चेहरे पर मासुमियत लेकर,
अपना दर्द-ए-दिल बयां करते हैैं...
और अगले ही पल,
किसी और को वही दर्द...
अदा करते हैैं!!!-
"Optimism is like water. All it wants is to flow, but the flowing becomes difficult when it encounters boulders of pessimism, ego & envy as its obstacles."
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I am the survivor
after all I am the fighter!!!
I am scared of the voice
Inside my head....
It screams to the lord
to put me to an end!!
I can't let them win...
But I am just so tired!!!
So tired of this life,
So tired to fight,
I just want to give up!!!
I just want to close my eyes
and go to that deep sleep
Where nobody can knock my heart!!
Where nobody can lock my feelings!!
Where nobody can block my happiness!!
Where I can just drown into
the darkest phase of my life,
Where nobody puts the light...
Where I can put into a trance!!!
After all I am survivor
And I am the fighter
Leave me alone
As I don't want any clone!!!
-Himangni Pathak
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I looked back at the ceiling and regretted
"Why didn't the chair slipped off ?"-
मेरी संभावनाओं की मिट्टी में
बोया हुआ,
तुम्हारी असमर्थताओं का बीज,
पनपते-पनपते
एक दिन बड़ा होकर
बहुत घना वृक्ष बनेगा,
जो देगा हमें
अनंतकाल तक,
दुर्भाग्य की छाया।-