You know those moments where your sense of fighting a fight or not fighting it, is kind of haywire,
Where figuring out whether to step forward or backward seems the most difficult decision to arrive at,
Those are the exact moments where your sense self-preservation is reduced to have a realization of your own breathing,
Irrespective of how stuck you feel,
Your body's instinct to save you first kicks in,
And it's absolutely okay to experience this,
because it's your moment of testing ,
Own it unapologetically,
And you will find yourself floating ,
Doing alright if not great,
And in those times,that's jus' enough!
Hope you remember this during your time of trials,
And when you start gaining your sense of self and
find another person in the same chaos,
Pay it forward as your utmost honest truth of survival,
Nothing more, nothing less!
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