To some kind of emotional song's, because I can't get rid of him and his memories..!!and of course yeah I can't show my angerness to him.,better to hide it with a fake smile..!!and I just want to hold on our relationship too..!!
I feel so suffocated whenever I get rejected by the person who I really care about but then again I hold myself together and pull myself up and start chanting in my mind that I am a fucking stupid moron who in the first place consider the idea of being loved by him.