Your life is not this....it is more, much, and much more.
Your life was, is, and will be in a state of to be continued....

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ऑफिस वाला विराग मौसम याद नहीं रख सकता था
जब लाल, काले स्याही से आदेश लिखा हो।
और अब जैसे वह शायद दूसरा जीवन जी रहा था
कभी-कभी उसे चीखने चिल्लाने की आवाज़ सुनाई देती,
उसका जीवन तभी होता जब वह लड़ रहा होता
अगर मुझे कहना होता की उसने अच्छी लड़ाई की
तो मैं जैसे यह बात किसी ओर से कह रहा होता
वह जान गया था अगर आज अच्छा है
तो कल अच्छा नहीं होगा।
और अब उसका नज़रिया बदल गया था

उसने कहा "ये उसका दर्द है
और उसका जलता हुआ हाथ।
दर्द को बंद मत कर।....

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As if with their souls.

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Bagawat usne ki or hosla mera toot gaya

Laga jaise mai khud se hi rooth gya..

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"ଏକ ଅଭିଶପ୍ତ କାହାଣୀ"
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ସେହି ପ୍ରେମ ଦିନେ କଳଙ୍କ ଲେପିଲା
କଲା ନାରୀତ୍ବ ହରଣ;
ନିଃସ୍ୱାର୍ଥ ଆବେଗ ଆଣିଦେଲା ଶେଷେ
ଲାଞ୍ଛନା ଓ ଅପମାନ।
ଲକ୍ଷ ଅନୁନୟ ହେଲା ନିରର୍ଥକ
ସେ ହୃଦ ହେଲା ପଥର;
ଥିଲା ଯିଏ ଦିନେ,ମୋ ପ୍ରେମଅର୍ଚ୍ଚକ
ଆଜି ପ୍ରପଞ୍ଚର ସୂତ୍ରଧର।
ନ୍ୟାୟ ପାଇଁ ଦାବି କଲି ଯେଣୁ ମିଳେ
ଉପହାର ଅପବାଦ;
କୋଟି ଜନତାଙ୍କ କଟାକ୍ଷ ଚାହାଣି
ପରିହାସ ସିକ୍ତ ଶବ୍ଦ।
.....(କ୍ରମଶଃ).....

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music my love
my only love
music my love
my only motivation
music my love
my only caretaker
music my love
my only pathmaker
music my love
my only interest
music my love
...(to be continued.......😘😍)

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"ଏକ ଅଭିଶପ୍ତ କାହାଣୀ"
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ସୁନ୍ଦରତା ଅବା ପାପର ସଂକେତ
ଶୁଭେ ମୃଦୁ ଗୁଞ୍ଜରଣ;
ଆକ୍ଷେପ ଓଢ଼ଣୀ ଚିର ସହଚରୀ
ଚରିତ୍ରର ଉଠେ ପ୍ରଶ୍ନ।
ଅନ୍ଧାର ମୋ ପାଇଁ ନିଷିଦ୍ଧ ନିର୍ଦ୍ଦେଶ
ମୁହୂର୍ତ୍ତକେ ସାଜେ ଦୋଷୀ;
ଶୁଦ୍ଧ ବ୍ୟକ୍ତିତ୍ଵର ସ୍ପଷ୍ଟୀକରଣରେ
ହେଲିଣି ଅଣନିଃଶ୍ବାସୀ।

ପ୍ରେମ ବୋଲି ଯେଉଁ ପବିତ୍ର ଶବ୍ଦକୁ
କଲି ସାଦରେ ଗ୍ରହଣ;
ନୀରବ ଆନନ୍ଦେ ନୀରିହ ବିଶ୍ୱାସେ
ହୋଇଥିଲି ସମର୍ପଣ।
‌......(କ୍ରମଶଃ)......

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* continued *

I reached Delhi airport and all my relatives had called me atleast once till now, tears were rolling down automatically, I wasn't even aware. My brother had reached Jaipur till then. He called me up, "Yar, papa ko toh brain haemorrhage ho gya!", I felt helpless and broken.

"No, not papa!", "Firse nhi!", "Mujhe papa se baat karni hai abhi ke abhi!" I was crying. Standing in the middle of Indira Gandhi Airport, I was crying helplessly. I boarded my flight to Jaipur. Those 20 mins passed like 20 years, my eyes didn't stop looking at the watch.

As soon as I reached Jaipur airport, my friend came to pick me up, she said papa is shifted to another hospital and we will go there directly. I was praying continuously. I usually don't pray, but that day, I had no other option. I was sitting outside emergency, waiting for dad's ambulance to arrive.

It arrived. Stretcher was pulled out, and I saw my dad lying on it, helpless! I don't know, was it love or a miracle, he opened his eyes, saw me and cried. I was happy to see him conscious for few minutes but was sad to see him like that!

3 days in ICU and a week in private ward! I was dying to talk to him, but he was unconscious.

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Tu aadat hai ya junoon mera ye kehna muskil hai
To be continued...

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"ଏକ ଅଭିଶପ୍ତ କାହାଣୀ"
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ନ୍ୟାୟ ମିଳେ ଏଠି ମୁଦ୍ରା ବିନିମୟେ
ମିଳିଲା ଏମିତି ନ୍ୟାୟ;
ଘୃଣା ପାଇଁ ମୋର ଅଯୋଗ୍ୟ ବି ଯିଏ
ନେବ ସ୍ଵାମୀ ପରିଚୟ।
ଦେବତାଙ୍କ ସ୍ଥାନ ଦୈତ୍ୟ କୁ କି ମିଳେ!
ବିବେକ ହୁଏ ଦହନ;
ତଥାପି ବି ଧାଏଁ ପବିତ୍ରତା ପଛେ
କ୍ଷମା ନାରୀ ଆଭୂଷଣ‌।

ପାଦରୁ ଅଳତା,ହାତରୁ ମେହେନ୍ଦି
ନଲିଭୁଣୁ ବଧୂ ବେଶ;
ଯୈ।ତୁକ ଅନଳେ ଦଗ୍ଧିଭୂତ ସ୍ଵପ୍ନ
ଅସମାପ୍ତ ଲୋଭ ଶୋଷ।
.....(କ୍ରମଶଃ).....

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