Amidst of so many Physiological Filters,
I Inadvertently Disguised my True Self from Myself.

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Then amidst
a broken heart and
Six strings.
A love song took birth.

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you cascade a destructive smile
and i die a little more.
my chest pains a little more.
my heart skips again a beat.
and rage fails to pour out of my mouth.
the fragile edges on my body
red blood of love
dripping down my lips,
and changing colors of my skin
from light to dark
of scars and torments.
a handful of beloved memories i own
amidst a thousand nights of bruised moments.
my world is smiling at me,
a destructive smile
with a hungry shine in his eyes.
and instead of rushing past it
i'm fading
and dissolving away
in the abyss called
my 'infatuation catastrophe.'

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मुझे अच्छे कपड़े पहने
लोगों की संगति में बैठे हुए
बहुत समय हो गया है,
इसलिए मैं थोड़ा घबराया हुआ
महसूस कर रहा हूँ।
मुझे अभी भी अकेलेपन कि खुजली हो रही है
मैं गंध महसूस कर सकता हूँ,
संगीत शुरू होने से पहले ही
लोगों के चेहरों पर उत्सुक भाव देख सकता हूँ
ऐसे ही खोपड़ी के अंदर हज़ारों तस्वीरे है
मैं समय और स्थान की सारी समझ खो रहा हूँ,
यह कब तक चलेगा मुझे नहीं पता,
किन्तु मुझे पता था, यह समय गुज़र जाएगा।
..

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The human mind is much like the sea
Too rough, too stormy
Primitive and wild on the surface
Wavering without serenity..
But deep within,
For those who seek
There exists a calmness
And that's where
The glowing pearls are found...

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Then amidst
a dead relationship
of a writer,
A story was born.

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Amidst the
chaos in life,
you brought
me peace...

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Somewhere amidst you and me.
There are unsaid words. of mine
few taking their last breath.
few of them took birth. just now.

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ख़ुद के अंदर के शोर को सुन रही हूं,
शायद खुदको ढूंढ रही हूं,
जो खालीपन है इस कौतूहल के बीच,
मैं उसे समेट रही हूं...

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amidts you and me (u̶s̶)...

spilled ink. filled and torn pages.
typing. then backspacing. so on.
series of failed attempts. each day.
emotions. stuck inside heart. caged.

somewhere amidst you and me.
reside unsaid words. of mine. only.
few taking their last breath. you know.
few of them have taken birth. just now.

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