Because I am not enough confident to choose colors of my small flat after it repaired, due to leakage of water in most cases the house reeked of mould and damp.
I never attempted this kinda work earlier. Family took the responsibility once. But now only I left to do so.
Staring at ceiling I was thinking whatever I chose, would it be the right choice for my humble abode ?
Several years I was like a rootless wanderer. A partly repressed emotionally but significant ideas causes psychic conflict in me that may have enough possibilities, lead to abnormal mental states like a complex of mountain roads for a simple but deep enough to think why in my own house I don't own a single room?
Finally I do not lose my sanity but make them clear please let me live in my own room, in my own way. The way I said not easy for them or me too as because now every little thing I have to do in my own. Though I say, I can live life my own way, apply my own conditions what comes right away. Nothing gives you enough peace than it, oneday you just imagine *stars* in your ceiling , they were enough friendly to you when you awake in midnight and stare at.
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