The death story...

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Grief...

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Live...

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A life lived.
Yet nothing gained.
Death, her trophy.

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She lived gracefully.
Died in peace.
How people lie!

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आंखों में एक समन्दर है,
लेकिन इस समन्दर में लहरें नहीं।
ज़ख्म गहरे हैं बस, शायद हरे नहीं।

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A year back I hadn't thought I would be so miserable. I thought there would be a big change and big change there was but the outcome is far from what I had thought it to be.
When I gave up my job thinking I would have peaceful sleep, rest, peace of mind, I didn't know it would all come with a price and then be taken away again.
I have seen shades of people that i knew were there but dreaded seeing. I have seen people look at me differently now, judge me like they are the ones feeding me. Have opinions and give opinions like I owe them something.
The dreams we see with eyes open come crashing down and leave through those very eyes. We drown in our own sorrow that bleeds as tears. The salt I taste is very different from the one I wanted to be tasting. The water that flows from my eyes is very different from the one I imagined floating in.
I thought I would be a different person. I am now mourning the person I never became. The one I thought I would be.

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I met my younger self

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We are done already with half the year, this July.
Things are not as bleak as they were, this July.

This year I wasn't simply watching the rains.
I was drenching out there with a cheer, this July.

My writings have taken a backseat for a while.
And it's the camera that I hold dear, this July.

Though I am still wishing for miracles to happen...
But unlike earlier, hope is now near, this July.

So you can say things are changing for you Aura?
Yes, things are definitely getting better this July.

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