How little do you feel
when you satisfy
the odd midnight cravings?

(Read the caption)

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"A 18 yrs old kiddo who don't even know how to handle hatred", he said

Even irony started laughing when he wrote bout
"self-hatred"

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can i hate myself
alittlemore
than the day before yesterday
or more than
how much I'll hate myself
day after tomorrow?

(Continued in caption)

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If only you could understand that my tears were only because of you.
My eyes searched only for you.
My soul was scarred only because of you.
My heart was only for you.
If only you could read my mind;
You would have saved me from losing myself.

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എന്തിനാ മറ്റുള്ളവരെ
പറയുന്നത്?
സങ്കടം വരുന്നത്
നമ്മുടെ മനസിന്,
ദേഷ്യം വരുന്നത് നമുക്ക് ,
അത് വഴി ചെയ്യുന്നതെല്ലാം
തെറ്റുകളായി പോകുന്നതും
നാം കാരണം തന്നെ.

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Drunk in self hatred for now,
It would be safe to say this
Cause I don't know if I hate myself more
for still not being able to move on
from you
from us
from everything that hurts.

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Maybe I can't control it but
I won't let it control me

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I knew from the start that
this me and that me was
not meant for each other.

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I faught a long war with self-hatred,
Maybe i'm still fighting.
But one thing i know for sure,
i started loving myself somewhere in the way.
I'll be loving myself more after finally
ending this war.

"LOVE YOURSELF" is not just a mere
endearment for self love.
It start with the feeling of making yourself feel loved even if No one do that for you.
//Continued in Captions//

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The reason I write bad things about you is not because I hate you but because I love you so fucking much that you become a victim of my self-hatred.

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