रोते हुए जनाजे को कब्र तक ले जाने वाले,,
दुआ करते है रूह - ए - अमन की दगा देने वाले,,
कहते है खुश रहमत था शख्स जन्नत मिली होगी,,
उन्हें क्या पता उसकी रूह कहां कहां भटकी होगी।।

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Even if i die i will be given a new body and ascend to touch the face of my creator. For what awaits a man like me is a room of gold in Heaven and a crown well deserved for carrying out the Lords will. I am a man but, I am no ordinary man just like how a phoenix is no ordinary bird. I scream from the mountains my hatred for this world but, it is only after my screams that determines the God i praise. A being of love or hate.

Of what value is it for a man to see the world burn just for him to be caught in the fire and see his lights go out just for him to eternally be trapped in the dark gazing at the beauty of Heaven? Of what value is it for a man to hold on to the past just for him to create his own shackles? A burden that not even the Most High himself cannot lighten if a man succumbs to the darkness within his own heart and cherishes the voices of devils over the voices of angels. Voices of the void.

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I see poetry
in your eyes
timelessly shining
like a gem
Illuminating
my heart
To write even
when I'm
running empty

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They say your kindness and your dreams will get you far in life but, outside of a support system, when you're broke and have nothing but dreams and kindness to offer you're worthless and seen as a convience.

A convience that people can't manipulate.
No one can bang your kindness and your dreams
Because those are 2 things that remain unseen to a human being.

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Gimme a human being
That loves being called a sexual fiend.
One that sends pictures of her dog when she wants her back arched
Wants to hydrate me when I'm feelin' parched
And faints when I say like incarceration I've got bars.
Most wanted posters up,
smooth criminal at large.

The caption says,
Don't say you're a certified freak 7 days a week
When you run at the site of a wildebeest.

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आज मुझे अपने हाल पर ही छोड़ दो!

अगर दिमाग की कशमकश बढ़ने लगी,
तो उसे बस बढ़ने दो।
चलते वक्त पैर अगर ठहरने लगे,
तो उन्हें बस ठहरने दो।
अनचाहे प्रेम की कली अगर खिलने लगी,
तो उसे बस खिलने दो।
मैं जैसी हूँ, वैसे ही मुझे रहने दो,
आज मुझे बस अपने हाल पर ही छोड़ दो!

आस के अंतिम दीपक अगर बुझाने लगी,
तो उसे आराम से बुझाने दो।
पछतावे की नदी अगर बहने लगी,
तो उसे अपने आप से बहने दो।
ज़िंदगी अगर निराशाओं के समुद्र में डूबने लगी,
तो उसे विस्तार पूर्वक डूबने दो।
मेरी ज़िंदगी जैसी है, उसे वैसे ही स्थिर रहने दो,
आज मुझे बस अपने हाल पर छोड़ दो!

उलझन का फांसा गर्दन को खींचने लगा,
तो ताबड़तोड़ खींचने दो।
कविता अगर मायूस सी लगने लगी,
तो उसे बेजोड़ मायूस होने दो।
दिल का हर एक कोना अगर वीरान सा नज़र आता है,
तो उसे वीरानी में ही रहने दो।
मैं बेबस सी लगने लगी तो, मुझे बस लगने दो,
कहो मत कुछ भी,
नहीं है ज़रूरत किसी के एहसान की,
बस मुझे अपने हालात के बख्श में रहने दो!

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I feel like a skeleton completely heartless
Barely without a brain, i wonder where my heart hid?
A Tell-tale Heart, without the murder, can be the darkest.
Imagine searchin' for your sanity and heart but, you never found it
'Cause you're just a clown and no one ever takes clowns serious.
I'd cry but, my tears, before they hit the floor, always vanish.
No echo, no nothin', not a single drip.
So, i search for death but, she says, "it's not your time yet."
I feel like Cain, no harm comes to me 'cause the mark Gods cursed me with.

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The world ends when i feel dead on the inside
When you're runnin' through bougie queens that claim they're qualified as wives.
When frost giants comfort you with ice.
This cryogenic sleep comforts me for life.
Im freezing up and only a woman with pure intentions can thaw me out this ice.

Ice ice
Baby, I'm made of ice.
Ice ice
This too shall comfort me for life.

The Man in the Iceberg

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I'm struggling with my heart,
What if my fetal cells were aborted?
I've loved a lot of women in life and they loved me like cocaine under their noses.
But, like every addiction all good things come to an end.
That's why i won't ever settle for a woman that wants to be friends.
What I'm searchin' for isn't of complication.
It's a prayer that has yet to end in amen.
I'm still prayin' with my eyes close
Walkin' by faith more than sight 'cause even the good Lord knows
The greatest plague Moses casted in Egypt was darkness.
But, my heart for more than 10 days has always been filled with darkness.

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