I chose to ignore the small things because he never failed on the big things... The small things added up to a bigger thing after 25 years and I had to watch someone I thought I knew become someone I wish I never fell in love with... Learning to live with and survive my husband's Narcissistic personality disorder.
Do you know or love someone with NPD?-
23 JAN 2019 AT 14:07
5 MAR 2021 AT 13:29
Dumb of me to believe he was done with it
Maybe I'm just too numb to it
He always play it off like he had put it to quits
More like she was fed up with his shit
Hes got plenty girls on his list
Guilty if the shoe fits
But he'll never admit
No telling where he could have been
Cant one girl be enough for him to call it quits
Yet hes begging me to commit?
He says he got my heart for the win
But when's the respect gonna begin?
Because all he does is him.
Selfish sins.
Now hes getting what he get.
At least with her,
she left and took his kid.
Now he got me in his place
tears streamin down his face
Seeing the empty space
They used to make love in...
Beggin me to hold him tight through the night.
I couldn't bare to watch him cry.
Who knew how much it hurt,
Watching him hurt
From pain of her dessert.
Thinking to myself
what did I do to him to deserve?
So he could feel more secure?
But I'll never be her
So when will i ever learn?
How much pain can be endured
Pain that makes me insecure
I was wrong to think that love was more than a word.
So Fuck this!
love is meant to be returned!
And my love he never should have earned!
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7 JUN 2023 AT 20:52
अधूरी बात, बिना बात जानें, किसी के मोह में लिया गया "निर्णय" कभी- कभी इंसान के लिए घातक सिद्ध हों जाता हैं।
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4 MAR AT 9:12
My tense relationship with Narcissism
My boss was a Narcissist- realised ehen it became Past Tense
My husband is a Narcissist - realised in Present Tense
My daughter is becoming a Narcissist- realised for Future Tense
That's why I also have remained Tense since Time immemorial!
Root cause for this insane magnetic attraction to Narcissists?
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