If I hadn’t met you, I’d probably be a wife and a mother by now.
I’d be sensible, responsible, and answerable.
I’d be a good woman, middle class in both my mannerism and thought.
I’d be less of a recluse, and not know how to rebel all the way.
I’d accommodate more. I’d compromise more.
I’d be less sarcastic, perhaps more optimistic.
I’d make plans, take vacations, or sit at home, but I’d never be alone.
I’d make mistakes and stupid decisions.
I’d think less, be less confused.
I’d follow the blueprint of a conventional, traditional life.
I’d post stories on social media, click photos with cherry blossoms, and put on display the joy a cheap cone of ice cream brought.
I’d walk on beaches, go on long drives, and arrange play dates for my kids.
I’d be more money minded and find joy in things that money could buy.
I’d live and lose for others, if only to compensate for my insecurities.
I’d never be brave enough or have the time to be myself.
I’d be like anyone else, ordinary.
If I hadn’t met you, I would’ve never met the me
I had always hoped I’d be.-
I fear losing you but never got frightened that one day you wouldn't be mine.
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You learn something every time you meet someone, a few people stay and guide you forever when others teach you a unforgettable lesson at once and for all.
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Can music hurt you??
It breaks me terribly,
and haunts my peace
reminiscing the past,
creeping the memories
just in front of my eyes
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जिसे जाना है चला जाये, मैंने किसी को रोका नहीं,
बस याद रखना कि अब वापिसी का कोई रास्ता नहीं,
वापिस आकर चाहे पड़ लो पैर या जोड़ लो भी हाथ,
कर कितनी भी कोशिश, दरवाजे पर लगा ताला खुलेगा नहीं,
मे रहूँगा वहीं, पर अब तेरे लिये यहाँ कोई जगह नहीं।
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बड़े होकर एक बात समझ में आई.......
"कुछ चीजों और फैसलों"
का मुकमल न होना ही हमारी लिए कभी कभी बेहतर होता है।।-
कितना फ़र्क़ है दोस्तों
उसके साथ खड़े होने में और
उसके लिए खड़े होने में .....-
When I spend time with you, it's not just minutes on the clock; it's a part of my life that I can't get back. So, please, let's make our time together meaningful. Time is valuable, and I want our moments to be worthwhile. It's about cherishing our interactions and avoiding any regrets.
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Musings on 30th December 2023
Looking back on the year gone past,
Don't count your regrets.
Count your blessings and wins
How far you have travelled
And the road ahead,
Opening new opportunities
And possibilities of success.-