"कभी आना मेरे मज़ार पे भी मेरे जाने के बाद,
फ़िर पता चलेगा कितने ख़ामोशी से सारे शोर दफ़्न हो गए"

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I don't know
what I am
more afraid of,

losing you
or losing
myself for you?

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I have loved you more than my life itself,
In this journey of losing oneself.
But world started spinning in wrong direction,
I felt alone and wanted affection.
I wanted to cry, I wanted to scream,
But no one can see my hollow tears.
Shall I fall like an autumn leaf,
From deep sorrow and painful grief?

But lately I cry to myself.
Did I leave myself behind in those books
Or shows at cinema?
In our favourite lonely coffee shops?
Or those crowded concert halls.!
Cursed by the change,
Hidden by your lies,
Slowly my love now dies.
The scars will always be there,
Yet to be vanished.
Not to be repaired.

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with every drop of tear
I feel myself being emptied
every shred of hope of obliterated
I am clinging onto the last
of my sanity that I have left within

a facade of happiness
to decide myself foremost
a perfected pattern to
numb the heart and fool the mind

this sad art we have learnt
for a reason no one really knows
and breathe in breathe out
is all we have got
so whilst waiting for the storm
to pass on ahead
I silently shred a tear or two
and then some more
praying I don't lose to myself yet again


-0501xoxo

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Beware indulging yourself more into worldly matters of life can make you lose your own identity.

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Day by day Yes this true
Because I love you So much I know I am
Hurt you but still I am Hoping for you ,
To understand me And my behavior
But you didn't You hurt me a lot
But I still loving You more then anything

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A thick layer of ice has formed
over my dream which seems unbreakable
i tried to fight but i guess i lost.
A miserable and defeated person appears
when i look into the mirror,who is unaware
of her destination.The excitement for
tomorrow is no more
Everything feels disgusting
Am i loosing myself ?

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Shikayat..!thi na mujhe se
Ki bhut bolti ho..,
Lo..!chup hi gyi🍁

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Many times, I get lost without reason. Often, I am no more like my true self; I turn into you.

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The reason of leaving you is that,
I couldn't find a reason to stay!

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