The more detached you are from the external world, the closer you are to the source of your being. The calmer your mind is, the louder is the voice of divine guidance. Lesser your eyes notice, Purest is the truth THE EYE shows.
I can feel your soul is wounded , your ego is questioned , your trust broken, your faith is hurt... But if it were not so.. how do ,my friend, have Knowledge reached your soul ? Ask yourself !