Can't you see her pain ? Can't you see her scars ? Can't you forgive her again ? Can't you see she's dying inside ? Can't you see she's breaking ? Can't you see her tears ? Can't you see she's facing her fears ?
When you have forgotten what you were even looking for, then standing still in the state of confusion is the most comfortable thing you could come up with, as it saves you from both the pain and the fear of getting lost