Our love was a memory, fading like a sunset, a bittersweet reminder of what we once had. We'd cling to the moments, our hearts aching with longing, our love a distant echo.

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FADING

The silence isn't comforting anymore
The voices got louder
Can't heal anymore
The demons got stronger
Some days I'm me while some days I'm not
Feels like I'm fading bit by bit
Losing all characteristics that makes me who I am

The silence isn't quiet
I feel I'm going crazy hearing voices that's not there
Seeing people that don't exist
But I still come out with a silly smile on my face
No one notices the scars on my wrist
They won't until it's too late
But I will be long gone by then

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i am scared that it's fading,
the facade i have put.
i am worried that everyone will see,
the broken human i have been since forever.

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After some time,

I realized -

You know, what could I possibly say to you that I haven’t already, that would make you not do what you did to me?

What more could I possibly add to that conversation? What else could I do to make you respect me, love me, and not crush me the way you did?

And, the answer is -

Nothing.

There’s nothing more that I could say or do or prove.

So, I never did.

I said nothing, because I had nothing left to say.

The truth is - If we were to go back in time, would you still make that same choice that led
to the downfall again? And, after some time, I realized - you would.

And that’s all I ever really needed to understand.

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//Hey Stranger..!//

(Read In Caption)

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Fading…

Fading away into the night
The brightest star a-bright
Flickering n trying to glow
Knowing the end is in store

Softly, calmly peacefully so
It bows out and withdraws it’s glow
As another welcoming look invites
Gently beckoning to give respite

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The small group met
talking this and that of life
what inspired them
Some of very little,
some a little more of paradise

The group parted
two elders walked along the dusty path
Talking of simplicity and beauty
of their now and of their past

She rode the silky stallion
He moved softly among the plants
And they enjoyed the silence;
the wind, the sun, the flowers
until the sunset came and their last dance

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Always gone...always away..
My darling you are fading away...

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The ochre sky can't tell,
If it's dusk or dawn.
The heart knows it all,
Yet it somehow carries on.
Aura of bliss it scattered,
The sun gleaming lights.
I know it's beautiful,
Both the dusk and dawn.
In ambiguity inspite,
Eyes dwindling in peace.
Even if it's the end,
Can I pause it all?

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`इरेजर´

जब -
तिम्रो शरीरको बाफले
धमिलिएको बाथरुमको ऐनामा
आफ्नो नाम कोरेथेँ,
र पग्लिएर बगेथेँ
तिम्रो अस्तित्वको कुनै अंशसगै !

- मैले आफैलाई मेट्न त उहिल्यैदेखी थालेको हुँ ।

अहिले त मात्र -
सम्झनाको उच्छ्वासले
अर्को ऐना धमिल्याउँछु,
र कोरिरहन्छु तिम्रो आकृति -
जुन पनि पग्लिएरै बगिरहेछ ।

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