Today i left parts of me in places I will never traverse again
In the folds of books so affectionately held and discoursed
In the smiles of faces held in eyes and hearts
Those hearty meals and happy laughter in the confines where students dreaded entrance.
Those runaway parties with friends and colleagues
Those celebrations and anxieties.
The rises and falls, those intricacies all.
I will miss you my dear friend SPBS.
Spent almost three years in your confines.
Grew evolved and became.
Thank you all who stood by me and let me fall.
I know, tomorrow I will be on a different course, following another path perhaps, chasing another dawn.

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Those who've come just to get lost in you
Tell me, where do they go from you?

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She is not just boobs, tits,
cunt and a perfect arse,
not a thing to dominate enslave or a momentary source of pleasure.
She is much more,
She is what she thinks
the choices she makes
the heart that palpitates,
and the values she creates.
She is not just a presence,
to be felt in form but an essence.
To absorb and to radiate.
If you cannot imbibe her essence,
Her presence or absence
will not satiate.
You will always look for fresher pastures to plunder to satisfy, to have.
Forms shrivel and wither,
Essence dissolves in your blood and stays.

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It's not that we are not together
It is that I fail to understand what it was that kept us together
Was that real or is this, separation?
If what we had was real than why this 'apart-ness'?
Why this feeling of having lost a vital part?
Is it just me or is it also you?
Cut off from the very source that kept us 'alive'?

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Breathing you in my breathes
Arms aching for your embrace,
lips half open, already vibrant and warm with your kiss,
And that soft honey suckle
dripping for its rightful claimant
Soft sighs as the heart rises and falls
waiting for the worship to begin.

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Of love.







Know what it feels, when his energy surrounds me.
What it is like to have him around me.

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जिसके प्रेम के स्पर्श से पुलकित हुआ
राधा का तन मन घर आँगन, उसे कान्हा
छोड़ गया, धर्म पालन के कारण
कौन सा धर्म, जो कहता, प्रेम कर
छोड़ जाओ, आस बाँध फिर तोड़ जाओ?

बिरहा की अग्नि में, जर जर हो गई राधा
कहाँ था कान्हा जब बेसुध थी राधा?
छल कर चला गया, वह रास रचईया,
टूटी बाँसुरी सा ही, कान्हा का प्रेम भी था आधा।
वृंदावन को सूना कर, द्वारिकाधीश हुआ कान्हा।

वह राधा ही थी बाँवली, जो लिख गयी
अमर प्रेम की गाथा, कान्हा तो बस छल
कर सबसे, रचता गया साम्राज्य सबका,
प्रेम की परिभाषा क्या होती है, यह
सिखाती राधा।

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He has a way about him
He'll make you smile
'midst tears,
He'll make you wonder,
What is it in him
that makes him, so?
You will not know.
You'll just stand, wild eyed,
staring at him.
Hoping, that the time would stop, and he'd be there
for you, when everything
and everyone's against you.
Then, he'll just leave.
Without any word said.
He has a way, about him.
You'll never know.

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In the abyss of darkness
in a fleet of stars,
When the moon shimmers in all its glory,
when the night spreads out
in all its enchantment.
Whispering of magic, in each sleepy eye,
I miss you.
I feel you in all the shivers of emptiness,
clawing for you
in every memory, known
and unknown, of this world,
and beyond.

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The day wears the evening heavy on its shoulders,
as mist soundlessly blankets
the twittering dusk sounds.
The sun drips a tempting orange
soaked in passionate sighs.
Desire stretches, it's sultry arms,
ready to embrace the night.
And the heartbeats: the heartbeats tiptoe softly on the melody of love.
Waltzing to the stars as moonlight shimmers silhouettes against an ebony sky.
Humming sweet enchanted love.

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