Knowing not where the path
Knowing not where one is bound
I'm trying to focus but
I keep looking back .

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cycle and spirals
it's making me lose track,
I'm trying to focus,
but I keep looking back.

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I in my head
in dreams ,
in desires &
accumulated lies
undigested
runs riots...

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my mind's stuck between
reality and dream
and you are the bridge
between them.

you pull me into the
chaos you love
my heart's racing
my brain's mess
the world around us
fading...

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In class, I try to take notes,
But I'm distracted by the
back of her head.
I can't even read the board,
But her, I can see perfectly.
Everything's blurred, but her,
She's the only thing I can see.

She catches me staring,
I look away,
but I'm caught red-handed.
She just smiles, and I freeze,
I hope she doesn't think
I'm weird now.
Why can't I ever act cool?
Why do always end up making a fool?
But there she is, always clear,
Even when everything else
is just a blur.
You walk by at lunch,
looking way too pretty.
try to keep it together
but my hands go shaky
i spill my coffee,
Trying to be cool,
but im a disaster. She laughs,
and i blush,
It's like my whole world is
just her smile.

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I move but you don't follow...
I'm dancing alone ,
but I'm still holding on to you.
I see you walking under the
streetlights at night ,
your shadow stretching like
it's leading you somewhere.
I followed you through
your shadows ,wait ...
I lost you in dark.
you were overjoyed
walking beside reflection.

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I'm afraid of me

outside I don't care
inside this pretending all over
running from world
running to me ...

love's only freed me from me
then I got possessed.
every beauty makes me ugly
longing to own longing for admiration
I'm echo point of me in the end.
I'm afraid of me.

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dear time

unlike your constellations Leo,Virgo... with varing time bends of influence of planets.
I admit I see through various emotions . jealousy , desire greed... age , gender , colour ...

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Two eyes that are like open books
Silent letters, free of spoken language
In a single glance, every desire finds its meaning
Unspoken promises linger ahead
Along with reasons left unvoiced within
Where new vows and countless enchantments arise .

Moments shimmering with the brilliance of the full moon .
If it's merely an illusion, then how profound am ... oh dear!
Does the sky long for an embrace so vast
Come with me and reveal that mesmerizing charm
What marvel in this heart Can ever measure Up?
Oh, however immense the distances may be
Even if the roads grow barren .
The bonds that unite us endure

For as long as dreams persist, life thrives within
Oh, the stars in the midnight sky
Adorned uniquely just for you
If they choose to stand in your gaze
Then they shall remain here with you
Igniting a passionate flame.. oh, that's all.. oh...

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not changing means choosing

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