I went up to the mountains for silence
and the mountains echoed
Unmoved, I relaxed
listening intently to silence.
then We laughed long and hard together. ecoing one another,
me and nature became one.

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I guess it's the pain
that brings back memories
all of ones that i thought
were all dead and gone
what is it I'm looking for ?
something hard to find ?
in reactions , in my desires .. .
I looked but can't find it.
do I want to keep searching
why not play instead.
What I don't have, what I don't have
is what you are made of.

the way you laugh
somehow resemble tenderness
you make me who I am.
into my dreams , into my dreams
wouldn't you rather roam a bit ?

Will i know the meaning of
thousands of love songs ?
the love ,the touch ?
love was you...

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"I'm spending years trying to get away from the me that was you. And i'll tell you what, hate to say it, but you were the best part all along"

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you swirling in the back of my mind
whistling my name
I'm pulled in the day dream
remembering your face
and you say ," get over here"
and play video game.
...
It's you, it's you, it's all you
... watching you get undressed

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Born Indian




blood type is A+

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Another town Another name
moving through shadows and reflections
just trying to find my way again.
maps and roads all feel the same
a moth caught in restless flame
lost inside this quite game.

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Pleasure is just a shadow of joy.
When there is no joy in you, you
become a pleasure seeker.

Sadhguru

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These relations, these belongings holding on on pleasures .
searching meaning in positive reinforcements & accumulations.
still devoid of joy, in pieces ,bind in boundaries, in dualities.
I hold on , stay on the weighing scale . It felt incomplete,lost in uncertainty and needs.
I grabbed too much I become less of me.
all this time I was finding myself and I.
monkey balancing inside out and outside in .
still everything around me swirling.
didn't know I was lost.

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एक दीप जलाना था...

एक दीप जलाना था... बस अंधकार से दूर जाना था
कि बाहर जलाए दिये अंधकार नहीं मिटाते
वो बाह्य जगत को प्रकाश देते हैं बस
बाह्य जगत उस प्रकाश को परिवर्तित कर अपनी
प्रकृति करते हैं

अंतर के अंधकार से अनभिज्ञ हम
नित्य रंग रूप गुण चुन बैठे हैं
अपने और अन्य के भी प्रकाश पर

सत्य से भेट करना था...
स्वरूप पिंजरे से जुड़ा था भय और स्वार्थ से भरा था
स्वतंत्र को प्रकाश रंगा नहीं अंधकार ने दूर किया नहीं

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खुद को नित माया में बांधता मैं मोह
अभिलाषा पाश हूं ।
मैं प्रेम , मैं दोष मुक्त ,मैं ही विरक्त
संन्यास हूँ।

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