Born Indian




blood type is A+

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Another town Another name
moving through shadows and reflections
just trying to find my way again.
maps and roads all feel the same
a moth caught in restless flame
lost inside this quite game.

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Pleasure is just a shadow of joy.
When there is no joy in you, you
become a pleasure seeker.

Sadhguru

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These relations, these belongings holding on on pleasures .
searching meaning in positive reinforcements & accumulations.
still devoid of joy, in pieces ,bind in boundaries, in dualities.
I hold on , stay on the weighing scale . It felt incomplete,lost in uncertainty and needs.
I grabbed too much I become less of me.
all this time I was finding myself and I.
monkey balancing inside out and outside in .
still everything around me swirling.
didn't know I was lost.

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एक दीप जलाना था...

एक दीप जलाना था... बस अंधकार से दूर जाना था
कि बाहर जलाए दिये अंधकार नहीं मिटाते
वो बाह्य जगत को प्रकाश देते हैं बस
बाह्य जगत उस प्रकाश को परिवर्तित कर अपनी
प्रकृति करते हैं

अंतर के अंधकार से अनभिज्ञ हम
नित्य रंग रूप गुण चुन बैठे हैं
अपने और अन्य के भी प्रकाश पर

सत्य से भेट करना था...
स्वरूप पिंजरे से जुड़ा था भय और स्वार्थ से भरा था
स्वतंत्र को प्रकाश रंगा नहीं अंधकार ने दूर किया नहीं

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खुद को नित माया में बांधता मैं मोह
अभिलाषा पाश हूं ।
मैं प्रेम , मैं दोष मुक्त ,मैं ही विरक्त
संन्यास हूँ।

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A CONSCIOUS LIFE

Enslavement to the duality of life
these spiraling likes and dislikes
limiting and bundling me in lies.

ignorance confusion and chaos
karma patterns enamors like moth to light.
I'm tired of being accidental being.

burning up of karma in
ashes and smoke (राख और कालिख)
I'm dark ... awhile on the journey
choiceless awareness I seek

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Knowing not where the path
Knowing not where one is bound
I'm trying to focus but
I keep looking back .

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cycle and spirals
it's making me lose track,
I'm trying to focus,
but I keep looking back.

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I in my head
in dreams ,
in desires &
accumulated lies
undigested
runs riots...

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