and all I did
was to fence my heart.
I never realized
I was turning edgy.-
Friend : Bhai saccha pyaar karne se kya milta hai ??
Me . Dhoka..-
I take my poison sip by sip each day,
Yearning the sweet taste of death is what keeps me alive.-
Closing up, all the thoughts, or should I say it as a closed mind,
Raising up, the flames in my veins, adrenaline rush,
Gassed up, in every moment, only of the missteps,
Breaking up, the walls, Before they've even built,
Trapped up, with the truths, as every edge is made of lie,
Seizing up, all the smiles, behind reasons could be dust,
Holding back, all the tears, bursting while the rain hitting ground,
Shifting back, all the gears, coz scared to face all the fears,
Stepping back, from the evens, not knowing how to transform odds,
Demons digesting all inside, can't explain how all the burdens ride,
Every ounce of thought is like grenade,no where to run, so to hide,
Each drop of blood is blackening, so as soul deep inside,
Gut inside becoming twin, this ain't it, coz I'm fine.-
तुम भूल जाना पर में हमेशा याद रखूंगा,तुम दूर चले जाओ कितना भी पर में हमेशा दिल के पास रखूंगा।
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Very Edgy Sometimes...
But if your lucky enough you can even get a perfect match who can turn out to be your life partner...-
07.01.2021
I had a bustling day, an intolerable cephalalgy making me edgy, rather than to sleep, I choose to wait for her.
#just long distance relationship things-