Remember,how you always fell in love with me a little bit ,
Whenever I dolled up a little bit .
Remember ,how you were enraptured by my cutesy eyes all the time .
But alas ..O my sweetling ,how you failed to recognize my deep soul within those outer glam ups ,
how you remained untouched with the spirit behind those fine pupils of mine !
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Do not despise or be dismayed at the faults
of others. the faults lies with you. the grass does not
yet grow for your praise.-
I SOAKED myself UNDER water,
In the tub CRYING,
WISHED not to BREATHE,
Just want to let go, of the life that i live.
Alone I felt DISMAYED,
Down in the MIDST of my GRAVE,
RISING I do not want, to LIVE, no more.
NEVER want to RETURN
to this TORMENT.
LIFE is a BURDEN
I couldn't TAKE.
Now TRYING to FREE my SOUL.
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Sometimes people will only see your Anger
Not the Pain behind that Anger-
Broken out within me
That I lost the TRUST
Trying hard to gain it
But my mind is very stubborn
To accept it all
That I lost the TRUST
What is the remedy I thought?
To affix, silently
My heart cried
That is TRUE LOVE!
Still my mind opposes
Hey fool! no chance for it
No one could be so
Again I lost the TRUST
This continues every day
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My mind is travelling
through lot of things
these days
making me dismay.-
Bojh kya hota h btau,
Aajkl uski yaad v aati hai aur aanshu v nhi nikalta!-