I'm lost for words
Trying to understand your silence.

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It was hard getting out of your life..
Yet it was necessary.
It shattered me emotionally..
But i had to do it eventually.

I let the time part us..
It was only a matter of time.
You loved another..
You were never mine.

But it's been so long..
So long that I'm confused.
Am I over you yet ?
Or still in love with you?

So help me to change myself..
Help me think straight.
Oh but you're not here..
It's too late.

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Contemplate!

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I observe even the sandals
have a story to tell, at times;
It's lengthy train (numbers)
along the muddy green mat;
neatly in order, during the 'sommer' ,
flauntes it's most alive and
happiest of times
— of a full family gathering.

A 'split second' thought,
of the days remaining from holidays,
also renders me forsee,
the same space later, turning again
into a deserted abandonment !

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Am in that juncture in my life where if I take a step ahead I go too far away and If I take a step back I would never catch up.

I think I will just sit here for a while reminiscing..... contemplating !!

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U may find me weird
Coz right now I m insane
Than I ever was
A complete mess
That I never was
Uncanny I may be to myself n for all
However I am sure
I may evolve
As desirable as I never was

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Contemplating : - A rather serious fools day this season. Might as well hold the placard,

"We're all Clowns".

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Sometimes you do right things but in a wrong way....Result can be the same... But it never gives the same lesson to the society... Culprits got killed because they wanted to escape or harm police officers ,not because they admitted the heinous crime...it's not a solution... There are still many nirbhaya, priyanka waiting to get justice....

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Questions cry for answer:
Who am I?
Why was I created?
How am I in touch with my creator?
What do I want most in life?
What is my most valuable possession?
What small thing can I do to make the world a better place because I am here?

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Today, we are different from what we were yesterday.

The ground beneath us is pushed a bit harder, but appreciates our firm footing, the air around us now knows us better and is there like an old friend to comfort us- and we see the stars in new light, some of us in fading light, but some, in a beautiful iridescent array of twinkling little smiles.

I am grateful for my life and the way it has led me to where I am today and ready to go where it takes me tomorrow.— % &

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