I am your Painful "LIFE", without "F".
Cause I can't be yours for 'FOREVER'.
Choking Inside.

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So people write quotes
about letting go stuffs.
At some level I do agree,
letting go sets you free
and helps you breath explicitly.
My question is,
do you really let go of everything
that disrupts your peace?
I guess no matter how badly
you want to let go,
there are a few things
which are not under your purview to handle.
Consequently,
you start feeling helpless.
You shout in the void which exists within you.
But no one hears you.
Your own voices start echoing inside your head
leaving you with the tint of being dead.
Ultimate impact is that your breathing itself starts choking you.

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I would have understood the emptiness had I been really alone all the time. But the difficult thing is that this void is inside me . . . even though I talk and laugh all day long, and many are there around me, this choking loneliness shrouds me like a fog.

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I drown again
and again in
the darkness,
the evil inside
me is choking
the valiant and
genuine parts of
my fragile self.

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Hide my breath
Under your dominance
Choke me while Thrusting
Deep and deep craving.

Strokes getting immense
Pain dripping my den
Showing me the hell on this bed
You owned my lusty head.

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Love is not that takes you by surprise
And leaves you totally breathless


It's called asthma

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Letting go, wasn't any
denial

until capturing
my heart in your
home meant
acceptance.

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"My legs shivers, wet cracks heat up.. when you hold my neck with lust."

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For using the shower
Before you
I need to pay some rent
Busy morning
Your manly moaning
Calming your hard essence

Ending up wetting together
Keep choking
While
Gripping my head..

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I laboured a poem
Choking in the arms
Of novice air
Until it found your breath.

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