He is nice. He is just drunk now. He cares about me. He is just lost somewhere now. He doesn't beat me. He just loses his temper every then and now. He takes me to parties. He just takes extra care of my make up now. He loves music. He just composes new melodies at our home now.
I am happy. I just don't compare things with the past now. I am not enjoying. I am barely alive for now...