that i bare my soul every single time i write. Just to let out a single glimpse of my memories, And feelings that i feel and fight. And still get misunderstood somehow. I express all that pain and all they say is wow!
Those silly talks, our stupid fights. It went from sweet to hot to sour. Those mind games you played and those cold wars. Its funny i thought you actually care. Everytime i caught that innocent stare.
all the things you say i need to fix about myself.. Its then when i want to breakfree, Its then when i want to go away. But then you give me just enough to make me feel a little loved, enough for me to stay, enough to prevent the decay.
a daydream which turned itself into a nightmare. And i was sick and tired of peeling your endless layers. Always thought that pale colourless envelope had colorful papers inside, But it was like a puzzle without a picture on it...which i failed to solve...it came with no guide...