No matter how much time you have dwelling into this sin , or how much you have been investing emotionally, physically, mentally all will lead you to just into a heartbreak, because the happiness which comes after a sin is temporary, It's not Lasting peaceful or with khair , because disobedience of Allah never settles the heart with taqwa, this regret,this capability to see your sins and being worried is also a sign of your heart , repent , close the doors and run to Allah, who can understand you better than Allah? Who can love you more than him? Who can value you more than him? What will you have if you lost him?

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Am i not your muse ? Why don't you recite for me ? I visit often to the pages of your soul to see myself , it's empty ..your heart may be still fond of footprints that left you. Those words kill me whenever I see them , I want to stay in you like your blood stays in your veins , I want to merge in you , the way you say....why don't you move ahead take my hand let's sit in a ship and Sail away from these footprints which exist both in our books. Come to me,call my name .....

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I want to complain about him, to him...
What a farce! Isn't it ?

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I want to numb my pain through the time I spent wondering beneath your words. How do I end up here? Is it a bad dream? Please wake me up.Who shall I blame? the storm which made me homeless or the home which was too easy to be ruined.

-3.47pm ( 23 july)

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I want to run to you when my heart aches for you , like I go to my prayer mat each time when my heart shatters on the thought of losing you!

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Me and my two personality discussing who ruined my life, and which one to blame this time!

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A glimpse , a smile, a breath we share,
Turns ordinary into rare.
Wherever life may bend or roam,
With you beside me, I am home.

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"Weighing Eyes, Heavy Heart"

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How could I explain things to you, that you understand me? Oh love !
What's your language tell me so I can learn and translate my soul to you.

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Extremist of the Heart

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