मैं कभी ये तय नहीं कर पाया.....
कि वो हस्ती खूबसूरत है....
या...
हसने से खूबसूरत है।।

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हजारों साल बीतेंगे मगर वो खो नहीं सकती.

हमेशा जागने वाली कभी भी सो नहीं सकतीं..

तुम्हारा मैला मन भले ही मैला कहे उसको...

जो सबके पाप धोती हो वो मैली हो नहीं सकती....

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Seeking hands, soothing words,
Loving touch, barely heard.
Silly whispers, caring gaze,
Loving enfold, lover's haze.
Starry sky, soulful night,
Healing grace, pretty sight.
Coming together, falling apart,
Duet song , a beautiful start.
Hourly message, daily calls,
Bouncy steps, walking tall.
Dreams on hold, life on fire,
Fears untold, sought out desire.
Weekly meet, warming greet,
Touching gifts, living sweet.
Hamer​ falls, fate calls,
Nasty words, feeling small.
Identity tested, dreams persisted.
Proving worth, love tested.
Hurting heart, crying eyes,
Shattering apart, with pretty lies.
Once soothing, now annoying.
Strategic plans, troops deploying.
Shattered heart, failing miserably.
Lovers hold, breaking amicably.
Yearning soul, faking smiles.
Bearly whole, saddening lies.
Chance meet, brimming eyes,
Slowly retreat, breaking ties.
Healing heart, doubting all,
Another story, a different fall.

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I have these lucid dreams where I can't move a thing
Thinking of you in my bed
You were my everything
Thoughts of a wedding ring
Now I'm just better off dead...
I'll do it over again
I didn't want it to end
I watch it blow in the wind
I should've listened to my friends
Did this shit in the past
But I want it to last....
You left me falling and landing inside my grave...
I know that you want me dead....
I take prescriptions to make me feel a-okay...
I know it's all in my head...

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I have seen many of her tears.
I have been the one to console her fears.
When she is annoyed, she beats me.
When she is hurt, she needs me.
I am the one she have her childish fights.
We become close when there are no lights.
When she is tired she rests her head on me,
A soothing friend and a lover is what she sees in me.

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Background me guitar...
Slow-mo me izhaar...
Aankhon mein chamak..
Aur phone calls ka intezar...
Dhai akshar ka ek shabd..
Jiske maayne hazaar.....❤️

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कुछ दाव तूने ढक लिए बड़े साथ,
कुछ घाव अभी पीठ लिए मेरी साथ,
हवा बहे करे गूंज सी कान में,
खुशबू सी खलिश बहे आसमान में,
मेरे सामने थी ओस की बूंद ,
ये छोड़ रही है दम रेगिस्तान में।।
मत कश भरो लम्हों की चिलम से नगमो के इल्म को फूक के चुप रहो,
बस करो बस वहीं करो बस्ती में तलब लगे हाथ जो आहो में डूब मरो,
बस कैद में ना हो कुछ तो खुश रहें,
तस्वीरों को जा गूढ़ दे पानी पे,
सब लाश है पड़ गए ज़र्द ये,
किस्मत है तेरी तू रंगा गुलाबी है।।

शाख़-ए-गुलाब सा किस्सा हूं,
दस्तूर है ये मैं तुझको संभालु,
सब जगह आग लगी है..
किस्से मद्धी आंच पे कैसे पका लु।।।

-Wordsmith

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It's not the truth thats complicated
It's our relationship with it
The truth is always very simple
Times we don't want to say or hear it..

We don't want to have to act
That's the certain aggravation
The pretty lies help us be still
Help us indulge in our creation..

We fake excuses,spin our stories
To make sure we still seem nice
But who are we protecting?
The truth might hurt,but lies hurt twice..

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Passing sceneries, that is all so green
With churning thoughts, boiling and unseen.

Going through meadow, valleys and trees
With brimming eyes, that fail to see.

Travelling through, as miles and miles pass
With broken heart, crying for the loss

As the roads bend and unbend
My soul has something to tend

With my windows down, wind whipping my hair
I was haunted by your memories of love, friendship and care

As my face felt the first drop of rain,
My eyes leaked wondering whether I will see you again.

As I went on the mountain trail up
I was breaking down, with my life I messed up.

As I pass the ocean and it's tide
I have questions plauging my mind.

Will my destination ever come?
Will I ever matter to some?

As the sun went down and the skies became dark
I am trying really hard to find my mark.

By the time I complete my adventure whole
I wonder is there a redemption for my soul...

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Stumbling secrets, changing maze.
Growing doubts, fading haze.
Concealed truth, with explicit lies.
Weakening bond, breaking ties.
widening void, amongst the connected hearts.
Revealed veil, with truth that imparts.
Shared moments and an unshared past
A doubting thought, eternally cast.
Breaking faith and raising suspect
Riddling questions, fading connect.
What once, would it be the same?
Or, would it fly away the path it came?
My prided heart, truthful you were not
What have you lost, to get what you got?

#everyone

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